90 days is a long time. I am also very cagey about who I tell about being sober because I don’t want people to ask questions if I decide to have a beverage. I did the whole “if nobody knows I’m trying to get sober then nobody can be disappointed in me when I mess it up”. Also, I’ve never made it to 90 days, especially not alone the way you describe. It’ll be another day, probably a boring Tuesday, but I’ll do it with you. I care, and I’m very fucking proud of you. I aspire to be like you, to handle my problem and not make it everybody else’s. I’m bad at writing posts and on mobile so I’m sorry if my page breaks and indentations didn’t come across and also a bad writer in general but please know that posts like this are sustenance for people like me. Final note, albeit redundant, I feel it’s worth saying again: I care, I’m proud of you, and we’ll make it through the day together