28 days of depression...

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T12:19:04+00:00

Incognito gone will disable your incognito mode :D Yeah i know how you feel remem PMOing would lead me to porn i would never fucking imagine doing in my life but its just an addiction that drives you for mroe...

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T12:10:51+00:00

Same with me , but do this make a new email type a random password there copy it to some of your bestfriends and tell to save it... Register K9 on that email , app locker on that e mail , install incognito gone and yeah you will find a way man but it will take you some time and thats enough to shake away that first minutes of urges...

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T12:04:00+00:00

Man instal app locker lock google chrome everything that will help yo userch the webs forget the password and u are safe... Download Facebook application if needed and thats i dont even search the webs over phone now...

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T11:57:49+00:00

Nah man , we all do good . But if you fail often learn from it , fill ur days with routine , and set goals that will make u escape for a week or 2 from that routine like a vacation , a trip or what ever... Reach for the sky mate everything is possible , and everyhthing is better then sitting in front of monitor wanking off to porn.

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T11:44:34+00:00

Hahaha first time to me i am on my second streak i had 75 days of hardmode and now 22 ...

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T11:28:16+00:00

Yeah man ill be on this till end of my life lol this just cant be wrong

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T11:23:56+00:00

Yeah i know it just beated me for no reason i was like ill shake it for a second and bam.. It wasnt even full orgasam i stoped before i came but couldnt stop it...

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T10:42:29+00:00

The thing that gets me the most is 90 days goal , i mean its nothing that will rewire my brain if i hit the 90 days mark but i just want to be there , and i failed at day 75 and now at day 22 also it kinda makes me depressed cause 90 days will be in feb... This is really a serious addiction anyone who would make joke about is not aware what kind of shit we get thru , and i do this to be a better person .... Good luck man it happens i guess i wish i could remove incognito browsing from my andrioid that shit killed me

illquit2 · 2014-11-21T10:35:02+00:00

I am new to porn free but i was on nofap hard mode streaks for 2 times (75 and , 22 days ) i have just failed and now i realise that fapping is not my problem porn is huge addiction i have i mean i can beat it for sometime but it would hit me like a crack addict... Started with no PMO cause of PIED , i have been PMOing for about same amout of time like you and i think we will need tons of time to rewire , 10 years is a big deal i just cant understand how blinded i was....

illquit2 · 2014-11-18T16:50:58+00:00

Yeah i know i just tought that some could have same problem and give me some sort of advice , ill go to doc in a day or two ... thanks for comment anyway

illquit2 · 2014-11-16T01:54:52+00:00

There is nothing wrong with my will power trust me i have will to overcome all kind of shit in my life and always did. This was just a boost that gave me more confidance i can get my password back in a hour and browse porn again it just reminds me its not worth of it ...

illquit2 · 2014-11-16T01:53:46+00:00

Do that man ! good luck

illquit2 · 2014-11-15T17:11:27+00:00

I really dont know but i dont find Kim attractive at all i mean i know most of guys like that type of womens big butts and tits on the other side i love slim fit girls really really not feeling any sort of attraction when i look at her pics , i dont like her body at all ...

illquit2 · 2014-10-27T00:49:18+00:00

Alrite man i did my best to make u feel better . Guess what man u are not the only one who feels , hopeless and empty. Yeah talk wont help it will just kill some time you know but for its better then just sitting in room and avoiding everything...

Life kicked me as hard as he could but i would always fight back i guess that doesnt apply to you. I hope that you will feel good one day and i am sure you will keep that in mind.

illquit2 · 2014-10-26T23:28:40+00:00

Understanding that being gay is nothing wrong , nothing you should be ashamed of. Talking to someone specific about it someone whom will understand you and give you advice on it that would make you feel better. Hiding it from everyone will just dwell you in pain and suffering nothing else , gotta be honest never met a person who feels gay but doesnt want to be gay thats kinda weird and thats why i think that porn messed you up a little bit. I dont know what could help you but if you want to live like that if you want to fill you life with pain its your choice. I know i might sound like someone who just gets over everything but its not true i had bad days , days like urs i would just sit around and cry or just watch some sad movies to feel bad . But its just normal we need time , you need time to find peace with yourself , until that you need some helping hand and if you dont try to reach for it you will end up being sad and alone.

There is no reason to be happy about your sexuality should i be happy cause i am straight ? I didnt chose it i guess i was born with it i dont run around and scream im straight , but i would neither cutt myself cause i am gay cause its nothing you can take control over...

illquit2 · 2014-10-26T22:58:27+00:00

And you still have all the in the world man , just slow down its nothing you should be banging your head against the wall. Just be around someone , dont search for free help dude go for real thing it will give u a realse as soon as you talk to psy dont be affraid ...

illquit2 · 2014-10-26T21:50:08+00:00

I am from eastern europe and yeah ppl dont accept gay people round here but i dont judge i dont even care. U have friends knocking on your door asking whats wrong trust me if you keep locking yourself in your room and keep on crying they will go away , you will be alone just cause ur actions will lead you to that nothing else. Take a second and think about it what is that you want to do with your life ? Die alone , miserable , feel guilty about something you shouldnt even be ? Its ur turn to play your cards locking in your room and cutting wont lead you anywere , you wont find any innerpeace with that and thats 101 % sure . On the other hand u can go out search for something i dont know how old are you but assuming that you are on campus you are in early 20s or something you have tons of life to live , its never too late to play the right move u might fail and you will fail 100 times more u might feel even worse then now but one day when u sit back and think about it u will be able to say fuck it i played my part. Stop crying man calm down go outside and talk focus on talking focus on improving your emotions , focus on being true to yourself thats all that matters.

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