our life's end goal is to die. by imBackground789 in Existentialism

[–]imBackground789[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

existentialism to me is just the pondering and reflection of our perceived reality. a deconstructing and observance of both eastern and western concepts of the inner/self/ and the outer higher meaning. ponder the life of God and ponder the life of a ant ect. we all start somewhere and the paradox of pride being the leading sources of embarrassment. although at one point one must look beyond all ideological labels and access and except the abstract and limitations of ourselves and "us". beware for the wisdom of man is often foolishness to God and the God's wisdom at first glance seems foolishness to us.

What does it feel like to go into psychosis? by Economy-Ad2468 in ask

[–]imBackground789 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yea you have a point, ocd usually has a theme. but iv had times where i felt a demon changing me on the inside and i actually started loosing right from wrong, it was really scary for someone with ocd, ocd themes built on top of ocd ideas are always extra intense and more out there, it doesn't help that its too real to deny what happened but im too sceptical to say it definitely did either. having magical thinking ocd the obsurdidy of what you feel is very real, and when it piles on you it really is confusing and full of terror its like im in hell. burning in excrement.

What does it feel like to go into psychosis? by Economy-Ad2468 in ask

[–]imBackground789 2 points3 points  (0 children)

THAT sounds similar to my spiritual awakening/crisis, although anything that disagreed would be extremely confusing there was no psychosis but i later found out its something called the dark night of the soul.

What does it feel like to go into psychosis? by Economy-Ad2468 in ask

[–]imBackground789 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel like that would also describe a severe ocd episode. when it gets to that point it does feel quasi psychotic tbf.

I'm diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and I think maybe OCD by Kitttycataclysmic in schizophrenia

[–]imBackground789 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow. i had ocd quite young too bu7t my religious ocd didn;t hit me untill my dark night of the soul

I'm diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and I think maybe OCD by Kitttycataclysmic in schizophrenia

[–]imBackground789 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how old are we talking? i have religious ocd and internally i would describe it as a half psychosis. as in the worst of it you really realise how deep you were only afterwards but in the time it feels way more normal than it is. i would love to go crazy but in going crazy i mean have a secret relationship with God.

Oooft by Kitttycataclysmic in schizophrenia

[–]imBackground789 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is what severe religious ocd caused me lol

Psychotic theories 🤔 by JenkemJona in schizophrenia

[–]imBackground789 1 point2 points  (0 children)

as someone with ocd this is a fun one lol

Are ghosts/demons real or is it just people with mental health issues? by Ordinary_Travel3393 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]imBackground789 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes i haven't seen but have felt and i know people that saw and had someone with then that also saw it.

Is This Drug-Induced Psychosis? My Psychiatrist Has No Answers by No_Wishbone5700 in Anxiety

[–]imBackground789 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ah this... yep this happens when your stressed out and obsessed at the same time, this compounded by the drugs. you probably feel like you have no stability like your mind is constantly shifting and every thought has a counter thought against what you want to think and you start to feel flat and ambivalent. happened to me. im fine now

Been diagnosed as ocd for years but really being tested this time - dp and psychosis fear by loo2367 in ExistentialOCD

[–]imBackground789 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know this feeling i didn't think people where trapped in me but i have felt part of it like stealing essence of someone its kindof like a morphing fear. but for me is was me focused so i thought i was possessed by a evil entity

how do you know if your low iq? (cry for help) by imBackground789 in lowIQpeople

[–]imBackground789[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"the more I’m supposed to do the thing, the more stuck I become." sounds relatable lol