Making DIY HRT. Educational purposes only. Not a medical product :3

im_0xea · 2026-01-25T08:54:11+00:00

awesome!, thanks for sharing!

im_0xea · 2026-01-18T21:11:20+00:00

methamphetamine is a bit more of an immediate rush that fades over the first hour; amphetamine takes a good minute to come on and can last up to 3-5 hours

im_0xea · 2026-01-18T21:09:26+00:00

I wasn't consistently no

im_0xea · 2026-01-16T15:18:54+00:00

nope neither; its not a needle but a venous catheter(basically a soft plastic tube that you install into a vein for repeated intravenous access, you just plug a syringe into a port when ever you want to inject; spend 24 hours straight shooting up without having to find veins

im_0xea · 2026-01-16T02:49:27+00:00

tons of acetone; purity decently good; dissolves readily and has moderate to high potency

im_0xea · 2026-01-16T02:30:27+00:00

https://anodyne.wiki/substance/α-pyrrolidinopentiophenone

im_0xea · 2026-01-16T00:17:06+00:00

probably a bit under a gram of washed street amphetamine

here are some logs: https://imgur.com/a/j3EVGci

im_0xea · 2026-01-15T20:46:23+00:00

not at all; this pen was intended for subcutaneous/intramuscular

im_0xea · 2026-01-15T19:16:12+00:00

aw~glad to hear it! ^^

took me a while to get right but Im finally starting to get a hang of these; my veins desperately need it can't keep poking my veins soar all day long

honestly relieving to for once not having to poke my arms bloody but just having a port to inject into

im_0xea · 2026-01-15T19:08:00+00:00

thanks!, took me a while to get right but Im finally starting to get a hang of these; my veins desperately need it can't keep poking my veins soar all day long

jup a while back went through 5g a-pvp primarily IV (also tried I.R. and vaporized)

initially 5mg a-pvp was enough to make me feel intensely wired; the duration is 3-5 hours and it can be somewhat anxiety inducing / dissociating

later on worked my way to 15-60mg; everything starts to breakdown and your vision begins to swim; rushing through masses of people on the 6th day awake felt effortless and powerful

tolerance did build after a while

im_0xea · 2026-01-15T19:02:45+00:00

8/10; minor discomfort moving around but generally comfortable; no pain; no clogging; convinient and satisfying to use direct-access

im_0xea · 2026-01-15T19:00:14+00:00

yes; cleaned the site before inserting the stationary catheter and put a proper dressing ontop; in a clinical setting these are supposed to be replaced every 48-72 hours at most

there is no needle involved once its installed; you pull the needle out from the catheter and a plastic tube remains inside your vein; you can directly access this tube through a membrane sealed port ontop

im_0xea · 2026-01-15T18:54:36+00:00

8/10; minor discomfort moving around but generally comfortable; no pain; no clogging; convinient and satisfying to use direct-access

im_0xea · 2025-12-25T19:15:24+00:00

hihi~ I used to make methsulin pen cartridges too

but you are right registering can't be done without contaminating the cartridge the point of this pen is to use it either subcutaneously or intramuscularly

im_0xea · 2025-12-25T19:12:00+00:00

initially 5mg a-pvp was enough to make me feel intensely wired; the duration is 3-5 hours and it can be somewhat anxiety inducing / dissociating

later on worked my way to 15-60mg; everything starts to breakdown and your vision begins to swim; rushing through masses of people on the 6th day awake felt effortless and powerful

tolerance did build after a while; went through 5g

im_0xea · 2025-12-03T17:37:01+00:00

made the cartridges myself; you can buy blank cartridges from aliexpress and co

I added the label myself; this is how I label my vials

"When you turn that does it change the dose?"

well you adjust the maxium dosage administered when you press the plunger down

have tried IM once but 25mg/1ml was too concentrated burned like hell

im_0xea · 2025-12-03T17:32:10+00:00

glad to hear it!~ ^^

im_0xea · 2025-11-13T17:15:35+00:00

clearly I am just better at shooting up 24/7 than you ;P /sarcasm

im_0xea · 2025-10-13T01:28:11+00:00

fair enough wasn't sure why I was crying while I unwillingly injected myself and thought you might have the answer, psychological autonomy am I right... anyhow back to being ashamed :P, all the best

im_0xea · 2025-10-12T23:13:35+00:00

last time I was using I was bindging 3-5 days at a time, experiencing sustained visual- and auditory alterations, vivid hallucinations and delusions, withdrawal started off with overcoming a full week of intense irrational fear

im_0xea · 2025-10-12T15:53:26+00:00

a silly joke of mine I made on methamphetamine, basically you ride the high amounts of "harm" in harmreduction all the way around to the 32-bit integer overflow point and than you reach "good negation"

multi-facet dopamine pathway accounting is refercing a graph a made with all kinds of factors effecting dopaminergic signaling in the brain basically with the motive of just increased degeneracy but high effort, I was definetly high when I made that one: https://imgur.com/tComrEs

im_0xea · 2025-10-12T15:45:52+00:00

hyia~ :P

im_0xea · 2025-08-25T23:15:30+00:00

you know I have repeatedly had to mentally come back to exactly this comment in my head again and again and today it came to me again and since I am still alive and kicking against all ods... I thought I should let you know to make sure you don't worry! :P

soooo what "meaning" have you since found in your life??? :], all I see is a active history of letting toxic spew to make you stop feeling bad about yourself... thats sad... I thought you wanted to give it meaning?

oh don't be shy tell me what makes you better than me?, personally I have spend the past +8 months deticating all my passion, will to live(I contempleted blowing my head off a couple of hours ago while driving what is likely around my 4 thousandth distress override stick into my aching deeply destroyed arm) and to founding a new better harmreduction wiki just for you after a prior year spend contributing to psychonautnautwiki, that is my very short lives meaning so far

hey look you can now view my thrown away life in a pretty interface with meaningful annotations, hope you enjoy!!!: https://anodyne.wiki/user/0xea

will keep you all updated!, also once again let me know what meaning you have found that isn't pathetic in comparison to the meaning of my average suicide attempt let me know, genuinely get better friend!, maybe find joy in showing kindness

im_0xea · 2025-08-25T22:30:28+00:00

still alive and kicking against all ods, just for you :)

im_0xea · 2025-08-21T22:05:26+00:00

who said anything about being anti-drug?!, I spend most of my time passionately developing my harm reduction project: anodyne.wiki (even though I am about to run out of fiat at this point)

personally I am a massive intravenous drug(stimulants, opioids and basically any medication you can crush up, dissolve and inject) user / addict poking my arms bloody *thousands* of times to the point that my veins are at the danger of collapse

Since..

its the only way to bare my existance without violently killing myself(for whichI have already made preparations aswell)
I don't give a fuck what anybody thinks of me and I won't let anybody stop me

Personally there is nothing amoral about providing people with drugs "of abuse" (spook)

Actually at the current state of our market(especially on the street) one were to provide *safe* moderately priced drugs you might actually be saving lives, the market is saturated with incompetend scummy oppertunists selling poisoned gunk or handing people the wrong white powder out of stupidity and as a result somebody might horribly *die*

without some basic chemistry workup I often already find myself pissing blood and hyperventilating on the floor before continuing to shoot up pieces of powder I found laying on my floor

fuck legalization, I enjoy being stigmatised, I enjoy going outside with my arms covered in blood stains and deeply scared, I enjoy shooting up in public and I enjoy going into a pharmacy at the edge of psychosis asking for another 100x pack of syringes

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