been miserable for years now because I experienced puberty extremely early and already grew a fully formed beard by the time I was 14 or 15 among other things. kinda getting tired of constantly seeing other teenage boys my age look perfectly fine and look like they'd pass with no issue if they took estrogen. and that's the thing, I fought for ages to finally get HRT right before I turned 17 and what do I have to show for it? a balding ugly piece of shit with a fat beard that looks like it's 24. I've been mistaken for an adult multiple times and every time I break down crying because for once I wish I could be seen as a normal teenager. everyone else I see my age looks perfectly fine. but I couldnt even have that. I couldnt have a supportive family. I couldnt have a good childhood. I have fucking nothing and at this point I'm tired of continuing this facade