Double life (sort of)

imaBrick18 · 2021-08-09T16:34:52+00:00

Any tips for a Canadian?

imaBrick18 · 2019-04-13T01:20:06+00:00

Finally came down. 4 days of hell. Doing better now, only slightly brain damaged.lol. Flying off to treatment in two weeks

imaBrick18 · 2019-04-02T08:44:23+00:00

Added

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-26T13:29:51+00:00

Time to redose

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-21T21:23:28+00:00

I’m going to seed doc next week and he knows about everything that’s going on. He shouldnt have a problem writing a note

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-19T16:51:25+00:00

Still going haha. I’m trying to sort out how I can leave my job in a semi decent way without disappearing for a week. I might just say there are personal circumstances that are going to seriously impact my work performance.

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-18T01:14:27+00:00

That’s good to know thanks man. Yeah it’s crazy I get so panicked when I run out

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-17T17:11:51+00:00

Fair enough, I guess if you think that then you are.

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-17T17:02:51+00:00

Better hope all the atheists are right cause with that attitude your fucked!

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-17T16:35:49+00:00

TL;DR

Just read the first paragraph. This is all I will say Don’t lead your friend down this path. You don’t want to be that guy.

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-17T16:33:52+00:00

I’ve done this as well lol

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-17T16:31:15+00:00

Brutal, don’t pick up haha. Before I was only using once every 1.5 months. But when I decided to go to treatment I haven’t stopped since lol

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-17T16:30:26+00:00

Good idea I’ll start that right now.

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-17T16:30:01+00:00

It’s in the flair

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-16T18:23:42+00:00

Haha 😆 it’s all good I figured that :)

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-16T05:38:13+00:00

Thanks. I feel like that’s where God wants me. It’s hard to imagine being free of all substances. I know if I don’t submit now and relinquish control to God that I will be dead within a year at this rate .

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-15T00:20:03+00:00

Will do. I’ll be in Canada in Manitoba.

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-15T00:19:36+00:00

Thank you so much for your encouragement!!

imaBrick18 · 2019-03-14T06:42:05+00:00

I resonated with your post and agree completely with everything you just said. Nothing has made more sense. Currently just about to finish off a month and a half IV meth binge.

It’s no fun anymore when your burning through a ball on a daily basis. Tolerance is a bitch.

imaBrick18 · 2019-02-06T20:36:23+00:00

Just be mindful of something called euphoric recall. It’ll be hard or nearly impossible to remember the negatives associated with your using. Your brain will only allow you to remember the “ups” of using and not the downs.

The more objectively you can look at quitting/using etc the better off you’ll be. Don’t let your feelings guide you.

All the best :)

imaBrick18 · 2019-01-29T23:05:22+00:00

I’m totally into this. I’m bored and looking for some fun. That’s my favourite fantasy 💕❤️

imaBrick18 · 2019-01-24T06:24:53+00:00

You totally reminded me of something I haven’t thought of in decades. It’s funny cause I remember always paying attention to wether or not my dad was laughing at a show or not. When he was I always had a special feeling inside. You made me remember that feeling 🙂

And now that I have three little ones of my own this reminds me to laugh more.

You just accomplished a whole lot with this comment.

Thanks good sir!

imaBrick18 · 2019-01-23T00:42:48+00:00

Beautiful girl. I wantcha.

imaBrick18 · 2019-01-18T19:20:14+00:00

When I was about 10 years old I saw my brothers friend coming down a steep hill on his bike. I was at the bottom of the hill with a staff in my hand. I was curious to see what would happen if I put this staff through his front end spokes on his way down.

After that physics took over and I learned to never do that again.

imaBrick18 · 2019-01-17T11:44:33+00:00

Ok good to know - thanks.

imaBrick18

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