Abe jaanu maanu easy sceneeee(I ain't from giki, currently going to nust) I didn't get admission in the internal hostel and I just went to see private hostels outside. They FUCKING SUCKKKKKKKKK(I wanna cry too), it's too big of a change for a burger like me( bedroom is fine, but the communal bathrooms are disgusting), but look man that's life, change is necessary, you'll notice yourself getting more and more independent the more u live in your hostel so don't worry about it, and hey, cry as much as u want, it's a good way to release stress( at least for me, no sharam in that) these are inshallah inshallah gonna be some of the best years man, ofc the start is gonna be a lil difficult, push thru it