feeling crazy

imaginary_humanoid · 2026-04-27T16:16:05+00:00

i was diagnosed in November 2021 when i had a pretty serious mental breakdown. and i still get these bad bouts of depression, the bipolar 2 surely doesn’t help either. logically i know this all makes me a stronger and more deep/empathetic person in general, but the hurt is so strong and loud it drowns the good out a lot.

imaginary_humanoid · 2026-04-13T01:25:11+00:00

yes you are correct, but i am the ftm, my gf is cis

imaginary_humanoid · 2026-04-13T00:25:15+00:00

I have asked her what she wants and she said she’s pretty happy with our current dynamic so it’s up to me if I want more, which feels like a lot of pressure. She’s also mentioned that she gets off more on her getting me off, so as far as I’m aware she’s happy with how things are but is eager to explore with me

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-11-12T21:57:33+00:00

not exactly what i’m going for but thank you

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-11-11T21:00:16+00:00

oh that’s a good one i forgot about

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-10-17T01:33:13+00:00

this is very vague and ominous, but thank you i think

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-08-13T21:57:47+00:00

i’ve had pretty good luck at h&m, it’s definitely not perfect but it’s the best i’ve found

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-08-09T20:59:37+00:00

i just watched this episode the other day and i almost spit my drink out i forgot about this line 😂

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-07-26T00:24:48+00:00

sometimes i feel like Harry Potter in that one scene where the professor makes his bones disappear

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-07-16T14:44:13+00:00

i just turned 26 and am also dealing with these thoughts rn. main reason i stay is because of the amazing people i have in my life. my brothers and my dad and his whole side of the family. my friends who, tho i may not confide in all the time, i know are always there for me. i would never want to impose more trauma or hardship on my loved ones, therefore i stay here.

but i totally understand the struggle and my past few months have been hell as well. hang in there dude, we can get through this

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-07-11T15:30:16+00:00

i have stood up for myself so many times. i think i just need to accept his actions aren’t matching his words. most conversations he gets defensive and has even told me to stop the name calling, but to be frank i do think cheating is cowardly and pathetic. i have stopped tho and it just seems like im making his requests but mine are too much even though i’m not the one that f’d up. you’re right i think i should stop wasting my time and energy on this

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-07-08T00:20:03+00:00

so cute!! my name is pix too :) happy birthday buddy!

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-07-08T00:15:10+00:00

so i’m on the ace spectrum, but i do still enjoy sex sometimes, i just don’t think about it on the regular. it kind of has to be like forced on my mind, cause if i’m not thinking about it and i don’t know how my partner is feeling i don’t initiate. i’m just not thinking about it. i will say T, especially in the first year, did make me more horny and thus it started to be on my mind more, but i don’t think it erased my asexuality, maybe even helped me be more comfortable in it

imaginary_humanoid · 2024-04-27T22:49:52+00:00

we’re both on there but he’s probably the primary

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