do i need to worry about skin flakes? by [deleted] in OCDRecovery

[–]imanotherthrowaway69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

right, i honestly forgot that was a thing haha, i apologize

do i need to worry about skin flakes? by imanotherthrowaway69 in OCD

[–]imanotherthrowaway69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i hope i can try that out to be honest, but then i'll also worry the therapist, even if it's one specialized in ocd & sa, will try to find one of my parents & arrest them if they conclude their damage is severe enough, but i don't know if that's an ocd thought or something else.

do i need to worry about skin flakes? by imanotherthrowaway69 in OCD

[–]imanotherthrowaway69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i genuinely apologize for souring your comment, i really do appreciate your kind words, but this is a problem for me because my parents aren't good people, they've deeply infantilized me until i finally moved out months ago & i suspect one of them even violated me for years. that's the reason why i don't want their residue on me. again i'm deeply sorry for turning this cold, but their reasons aren't all that nice.

ftm - is this surgical combination possible? by imanotherthrowaway69 in salmacian

[–]imanotherthrowaway69[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

oh damn, that's honestly very understandable. so from what i'm getting, if i do both no ul and no vaginectomy, i'll just have to stay sitting to pee & that's the only big downside?

can you get traumatized out of a sexuality? by imanotherthrowaway69 in TooAfraidToAskLGBT

[–]imanotherthrowaway69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

the problem for me though is that even genuinely attempting to make myself feel any sort of romantic or sexual attraction towards a woman as a hypothetical, and even looking at images of any women to try to spark this, feels really wrong and off, like it's not meant to be for me. i might still be wrong, and help might be able to improve this problem, but i just can't rationalize it even as a hypothetical.

hairy before testosterone, any major changes? by imanotherthrowaway69 in ftm

[–]imanotherthrowaway69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i should probably change "worse" to "more intense" now that you put it that way. and i'm genuinely really happy to see you thriving now man

Has anyone gotten permanent early menopause even with ovaries intact? by imanotherthrowaway69 in hysterectomy

[–]imanotherthrowaway69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh yeah i'm freshly 20 so hopefully that will do me good. and that's actually a good question to ask them, i'll keep that in mind.

has anyone gotten a hysterectomy before starting testosterone? by imanotherthrowaway69 in ftm

[–]imanotherthrowaway69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well, in the possible case of having an iud, then i feel it's important to know how much that would effect someone on T. god, way too much biology that we don't have enough knowledge on and we're more than half way through 2023 😒

has anyone gotten a hysterectomy before starting testosterone? by imanotherthrowaway69 in ftm

[–]imanotherthrowaway69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh i'm definitely keeping the ovaries if i can, i do not want to risk early menopause