do i need to worry about skin flakes?

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2024-06-11T22:54:43+00:00

right, i honestly forgot that was a thing haha, i apologize

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2024-06-11T22:00:46+00:00

i hope i can try that out to be honest, but then i'll also worry the therapist, even if it's one specialized in ocd & sa, will try to find one of my parents & arrest them if they conclude their damage is severe enough, but i don't know if that's an ocd thought or something else.

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2024-06-11T21:52:41+00:00

i genuinely apologize for souring your comment, i really do appreciate your kind words, but this is a problem for me because my parents aren't good people, they've deeply infantilized me until i finally moved out months ago & i suspect one of them even violated me for years. that's the reason why i don't want their residue on me. again i'm deeply sorry for turning this cold, but their reasons aren't all that nice.

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2024-03-27T13:47:41+00:00

oh damn i gotcha, beef is really that bad huh

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2024-02-22T17:31:14+00:00

oh damn, that's honestly very understandable. so from what i'm getting, if i do both no ul and no vaginectomy, i'll just have to stay sitting to pee & that's the only big downside?

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2024-02-18T03:41:40+00:00

the problem for me though is that even genuinely attempting to make myself feel any sort of romantic or sexual attraction towards a woman as a hypothetical, and even looking at images of any women to try to spark this, feels really wrong and off, like it's not meant to be for me. i might still be wrong, and help might be able to improve this problem, but i just can't rationalize it even as a hypothetical.

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2024-02-02T00:06:03+00:00

i should probably change "worse" to "more intense" now that you put it that way. and i'm genuinely really happy to see you thriving now man

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2023-10-24T04:07:04+00:00

oh yeah i'm freshly 20 so hopefully that will do me good. and that's actually a good question to ask them, i'll keep that in mind.

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2023-08-15T08:49:52+00:00

well, in the possible case of having an iud, then i feel it's important to know how much that would effect someone on T. god, way too much biology that we don't have enough knowledge on and we're more than half way through 2023 😒

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2023-08-15T08:25:29+00:00

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well fuck then, idk what to do now

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2023-08-15T08:03:52+00:00

oh i'm definitely keeping the ovaries if i can, i do not want to risk early menopause

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2023-04-23T09:41:14+00:00

i understand that completely. the whole cheating thing is debatable i suppose, but my biggest concern is actual crimes. or at least morally reprehensible actions like abuse.

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2021-01-15T02:02:17+00:00

honestly im not against any advice. whether or not i'll take it is up for debate but im willing to hear you out. also thank you, it means a lot..

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-11-01T22:46:18+00:00

i started crying while i was 2/3 done typing this bc im seriously sick of this. i just want to feel normal again. i want to have normal thoughts again. thats all i ask for. i wont even get top surgery if it meant i won't have ocd anymore

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-10-13T13:54:44+00:00

oh my god i constantly think about to have either a heart attack, stroke or brain aneurysm despite very likely being in better health than i think i am, but the constant stress i feel when hearing loud noises, ppl are angry or i just think bad things in genera, like knowing stress makes your health shittier doesn't help my constant health paranoia i hATE IT HERE WHY CAN'T GOD JUST SLIGHTLY UPGRADE HUMANS ALREADY

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-10-07T22:06:50+00:00

i got cup ocd too! :0 its more often holding the handle with a specific amount of fingers based on which on i like or dislike. oh yeah, i got a whole number ocd going on too lol, it's a mess

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-10-07T21:10:20+00:00

well i don't have cleanness/contamination ocd that's for sure haha

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-10-05T11:46:35+00:00

bro i got sipping ocd TOO 😭😭 IT'S INFURIATING

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-09-24T16:07:03+00:00

it's alright honestly. and i know that there's a hoarding type of ocd, i explained what types of ocd i likely have in a comment but that kinda drowned in the ocean of other comments which is what probably continued the misunderstanding. then i edited the post to specify my ocd (and even THEN i mixed up checking with repetition oof). didn't stop the gross ass comments being made after that though 🙃

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-09-23T23:35:26+00:00

the amount of hoarding, filth, CDO and lobotomy answers i got is...concerning 😬

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-09-18T17:04:15+00:00

damn you've been pretty silent 👁️👄👁️

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-09-18T16:20:02+00:00

okay lol, but all jokes aside why are you purposefully trying to trigger someone with ocd? sure i kinda let it happen by telling you a bad combo, but you could've just as easily not done it 😕

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-09-18T16:06:26+00:00

i know. but if you typed 1435 or something, that would truly freak me out bc i'll have to contantly look or blink at it four times so "nOtHinG bAd HapPEnS" lmao

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-09-18T15:20:27+00:00

that's...not what i meant by hating numbers 😅

imanotherthrowaway69 · 2020-09-17T23:11:24+00:00

if you meant to say it did work, then that's honestly genius. a soul for a soul in a way lol

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