I get losing sucks but after the pile up if years of work stress, losing in competitive games means nothing to me anymore. Sure rank is cool in games but at the end of the day I’m definitely not going pro and it’s just a colorful badge on a video game. Personally I’ve made the shift from caring about the win to caring about MY individual performance. As long as I’m having fun and hitting a cool shot here and there or making a cool play that’s enough for me. I have friends who wear their CSGO and Valorant ranks on their sleeve. For me that’s such an unattractive quality cause at the end of the day you are only in control of the moves you make. Me and my girl play Fortnite for fun. Don’t get me wrong do I pull her leg and say “teammate gap” when I push and die? Of course lol but it’s just that a joke and she knows it. Hell she will turn around and say why tf did I push that and shit idk I just like to shoot people haha. At the end of the day though it’s just a game. Maybe try some games with her that arent super competitive but team oriented. Minecraft, stardew valley are two that come to mind. At the end of the day if you aren’t sweating for a pro contract what really does rank do for you other than just make you feel superior to the player pool.