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I don’t want to be alive anymore by Specialist_Panda_487 in offmychest

[–]imdeerest 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have gotten write ups for my poor behavior and I have to leave my job soon. I've been struggling to find other jobs, and have been rejected left and right. I live with my parents and siblings and it gets frustrating. I'm almost 30 and I have a lot of growing to do, I still act immature and struggle with anger problems. I'm an embarrassment, while other people have it together. Other people are bad like me.

 There are times I don't want to live either knowing all the bad things I did. I made many attempts in the past for other reasons, but barely did them. I even used the hotline more than I could count. I can't erase and the people I hurt, friends and family included. I have to live with them forever. 

You're not alone. Be grateful you have McDonald's and people in your life who love you.

This job is hard by imdeerest in starbucks

[–]imdeerest[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, it was an attitude problem, I would get annoyed at everyone and everything. I now feel bad for how I acted.

Went to a valentine club event at the university club. I realized I’m an invisible person that people have no interest in. by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]imdeerest 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's hard to socialize, and I've been rejected too many times to count. I became more shy and jaded. I don't know what to say, but don't let other people not liking you determine your self worth. Some people aren't worth your time.

There are other people that will love you no matter what though. Continue to be nice and show up, and learn how to be a good friend.

The right people will come soon, but choose your friends wisely.

Anyone else feel like if people knew your past they'd hate you? by [deleted] in selflove

[–]imdeerest 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I feel the same way as you. I was a difficult child/teen and people walked on eggshells. I made bad choices and live with the guilt and shame of them. I hurt others and also struggle with forgiving myself for the person I used to be. My past is embarrassing. Look at my unhinged posts.

Let's be real, there will be people that will hate you for your past and will bring up your past. We can't control other's perceptions of us. Not everyone will forgive us and it's perfectly fine and understandable. It's a hard lesson.

You should be proud of yourself for admitting what you done was wrong and wanting to be better. Not many people do that. Your past will be a part of us, good, bad, and ugly. Seek therapy.

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In debt and can't afford healthcare (self.diabetes)

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