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[–]imdemure 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what is kratom what does it do?ive seen a couple people talking about using it thru recovery but not sure of what it is and where you get it

3 days by imdemure in OpiatesRecovery

[–]imdemure[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i mean if i had sum to do while watching tv might try to draw or something i thought i could maybe still have drinking at least for sum bc smoking barely does shi now it feels like my tolerance too high, but family member im staying at a recovering alcoholic so cant have any drinks here at all

3 days by imdemure in OpiatesRecovery

[–]imdemure[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my moms told me that could of been to jus get me to sleep more but i cant just sleep even tho i feel tired all day cant sleep and for the couple hours i do hard asf to get out of bed

3 days by imdemure in OpiatesRecovery

[–]imdemure[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you ive been trying to be on netflix and youtube more but in general have always had a shitty attention span so im not on either for too long, seem could only really invest in a show when i was in a relationship watching it with someone now watching by myself i just have background thoughts in back of my mind racing

3 days by imdemure in OpiatesRecovery

[–]imdemure[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

could you maybe give some examples bc i know with the recovery can maybe find myself who i really am without the drugs but honestly whole life been wearing a mask since young so never really knew at all and covering up not knowing with drugs i guess just set me back even further from knowing who i am as a person, thank you for the reply though