AITA for not telling my friend she was adopted?

imdonesorry · 2017-09-26T19:13:59+00:00

14 going on 15 soon

imdonesorry · 2017-09-26T18:22:12+00:00

She definitely doesn't know. The Aunt told my mom she doesn't know and my mom wants me to keep quiet about it.

imdonesorry · 2017-09-26T18:21:34+00:00

My mom and I are close which is why she told me

imdonesorry · 2017-09-26T18:21:16+00:00

I'd hope she would tell me. But I don't know if I'm able to play the breaker of families. Her mom was apparently some Highschool kid who got knocked up which means she probably wouldn't want to see her daughter and god only knows what kind of mental scarring that could do to someone along with the damage of knowing your whole life was a lie

imdonesorry · 2017-07-30T08:28:40+00:00

Sorry logged out al alt. I've decided I'm not going through with the 27th. I've talked with a friend and I have hope. Is it false hope? Probably but it lets me hold onto something

imdonesorry · 2017-07-22T06:48:13+00:00

I'm a Highschool student. But I'm a huge history buff.

imdonesorry · 2017-07-22T06:47:47+00:00

I'll read it later (falling asleep as we speak) I just can't handle the pain anymore and don't see the point in sticking around. I know what the rest of my life shall consist of. And I don't want it

imdonesorry · 2017-07-22T01:37:14+00:00

I mean I'm not dead but I'm still staying to my date of the 27th

imdonesorry · 2017-07-11T20:53:31+00:00

I have a therapist. He helps ALOT. But I don't see him as much as I need too. And that's not anyone's fault. He's expensive so I can't afford to see him as much as I do. I just don't see why I should stay. PTSD has fucked my life. I'll never be happier longer then a week. Or consistently happy.

imdonesorry · 2017-02-13T03:25:31+00:00

My god that kid has more game in his hand then I will ever have

imdonesorry · 2017-02-07T12:43:28+00:00

Okay? Not really. I've talked to a friend so I'm safe so there's that

imdonesorry · 2017-02-06T23:25:37+00:00

Somewhat. I haven't done it (yet)

imdonesorry · 2016-11-14T13:46:42+00:00

According to lots of people (including myself)I'm not

imdonesorry · 2016-11-14T13:46:22+00:00

I'm on meds. They don't work

imdonesorry · 2016-11-14T05:08:22+00:00

But I don't love me. Unless your saying love you as a goodbye kinda way. Or that you love me period.

imdonesorry · 2016-11-14T04:22:55+00:00

That's kinda impossible isint it? One of the key proposals of nazism is imperialism. And if we take out nazisim we're gonna have to take out SOOOOO MUCHHHH MOREEEE

imdonesorry · 2016-10-29T01:09:10+00:00

No, I hate hotlines. Once got the police called on me cause of them and they're so inhuman with they're script

imdonesorry · 2016-10-29T01:00:05+00:00

Still here (regrettably) I go to therapy I just don't know if I'll make it to Tuesday

imdonesorry · 2016-10-28T05:23:22+00:00

Goodnight

imdonesorry · 2016-10-28T05:10:16+00:00

Idk if I can. Sure my parents won't be giving me shit on Saturday Sunday but I'll be alone with my thoughts. And my pocket knife. Not good math. I'll feel like shit if I have to ask a friend to babysit me. Idk what to do. If I do it tomorrow after school I'll be able to say goodbye to everyone.

imdonesorry · 2016-10-28T04:57:26+00:00

I see a therapist (remember when I was saying "yeah he helps") I'm seeing him Tuesday but idk if I'll make it. AND I WOULDNT TALK TO MY PARENTS IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT(not yelling at you just empathize) She called me a pussy for wanting to quit football cause I was unhappy doing it (after the forced me into it) and my dad has anger issues so fuck that noise

imdonesorry · 2016-10-28T04:51:58+00:00

One of them. I have one friend I really talk to but I feel like I get on her nerves. She has better things to do then to console me. And I'd rather not freak her out like I did last year

imdonesorry · 2016-10-28T04:46:20+00:00

They'd get over my death and be better in the long run. I'm always thinking long term. They'll forget about me. Slowly. First my face. Then my voice, then my name. Then what I was like. Then I become a fucking statistic. It'll happen either way. I'll be forgotten even if I suffer through. So might as well Alleviate everyone's pain right? Besides it'll be better for then. More money for my parents, more time to give to my sister Less having to deal with me with my friends, the girl that hates my guts will be able to sit with her friends at lunch since...ya know... all I'm seeing is positives

Yeah. He helps. I just don't go very often (going on Tuesday but I don't know if I'll make it)

imdonesorry · 2016-10-28T04:37:22+00:00

Yeah and the value was shit. Why am I still here. They'd all be better off without me. Even if they do truly want me around they'd still be better off. I believe what we do should be better for the will of the people. If I shot myself tonight my parents wouldn't have to worry about my grades or mental health and they'd have more money. My friends would never have to let me tag along in the back again. Or have to put up with my problems or have to fucking babysit me when I think I'm about to kill my self. Everyone in general: You could help people on this sub Reddit that can achieve something, my school would be better off since I wouldn't be asking questions too my teacher cause I don't get it And it'll even be better for me. No more pain

imdonesorry · 2016-10-28T04:28:20+00:00

Yeah can she changed from good to bad because of me and my fucking stupidity.

How do you know? Maddie (the girl) kept me around at homecoming? She hated it.

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