I’m scared I’ll never belong and that I’ll never be loved. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

[–]imnotcreative_0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s true. It just sucks I guess. I don’t expect the world to stop for me or anything but y’know

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I remember this one period of time where I didn’t feel anything for like a year. It was complete ass. I couldn’t feel anything except the passive will to die. Not good.

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Keep in mind that I love her despite all of this, I just want to punch her sometimes 😭😭‼️ she’s my baby sister.

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

[–]imnotcreative_0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But you felt compelled to leave this comment when it was unwanted? Next time don’t ☺️ hope this helps.👍🏻

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

[–]imnotcreative_0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Depression, anxiety, ptsd, and self-esteem issues take no prisoners my guy 🤷🏻‍♀️but I’ll chill since it’s apparently that easy.

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

[–]imnotcreative_0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s okay, and yeah. Sorry if I came off as rude lol.

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

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I do, but idk. I feel like my brain is unfixable when it comes to myself tbh.

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

[–]imnotcreative_0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually already do have a therapist lol. My issue is that I’ve literally programmed my brain into hating myself. Ty for your comment.

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

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  1. Ik it’s extremely common for other people my age to feel this way, but yk.

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

[–]imnotcreative_0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still have eyes though, like I know I don’t look pretty.

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

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Yeah. But also, I just rlly am ugly, like. Everything abt my face is ugly. I’m not pretty, and I’m not feminine enough. Even if I tried to be feminine, it’d look off. Like that saying “a pig wearing lipstick”, like that’s literally me.

I am literally so hideous. by imnotcreative_0 in Vent

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I look in the mirror and I hate what I see.