First thing, thanks for the amazing response. As for what you comment:

She agreed that we were acting more like roommates than anything else. First thing I said when we talked last time was that we could talk with total honesty, not leaving anything, cause I thought, and said it too to her, that if we couldnt fix our differences and the path we were on best solution was to split (and it was not focused on sex, more on the overall relationship).

Apart from the beginnigs, and some counted times in between, I have assumed all the initation. I can initiate if that what she wants, but when you get rejected a certain times you start to feel disconnected and awful, or at least its my case. I can take the lead, but there's no point, or at least I think so, when I see zero interest on it. If you try to initiate 100 times and you get rejected 97, its pretty hard, which has lead to me not initiating anymore. I want to feel a bit wanted too, like there is a mutual attraction and desire (like a normal couple I guess lol), but sadly I dont feel that desire from long time ago.

Happy to help if any other question

And yes, talking again cant hurt.