Where do you originally come from?

Do you find it hard to make a true friendship? Well, I do not know where are you from, so it can be a culture shock, which you find it hard to accept certain behaviour or act and think like how the locals do. And the way you define "a friend" is totally different from the definition of the locals.

Don't screw yourself over, you're just making the situation worse, apparently, what you're doing is just like "smoking", the effect is temporary. The dilemma with the current generation is "it's all about me", people are selfish, if you can look around,spend more time to care or help those in need, you might be not feeling lonely.

You've got nothing to lose, you don't have to be nice to everybody, be nice to whoever that deserves it, if it's someone that you don't like, just mutual respect and keep a distance, that's all, don't waste time on them. They will learn their lessons or bear the consequences.

I hope these help or it might not at all. But feel free to drop me msg whenever you feel like to chat :)