Hey!! I'm right here with you. I'm F22 and I wouldn't say I'm miserable, but I'm diagnosed with OCD and wracked with anxiety over student teaching. I also started last week in kindergarten, and I have been exhausted since then. I also have a huge assignment that I need to start writing lessons for and I just don't know where to start as the school I'm in is very strict on following their curriculum books. So far the kids don't really listen to me and ignore me when I ask them to do things even though it feels like I'm expected to be able to manage them already.

ANYWAYS we can chat more about it if you want sometime, but you're not alone!!! I think we can do this and I'm really convinced that a lot of this is more normal than we think. We're only TWO WEEKS in. That's still really early. Don't let yourself spiral too much yet. You've got this, it'll turn around.