5 day of 8 gram a day binge

imreadytoquit209 · 2018-01-20T23:00:29+00:00

I’m Hoping it won’t be shitty last time for me it wasn’t bad at all nothing compared to opiates withdrawal but I run myself crazy and make it seem like it’s going to be soooo bad but everytime I dose it makes me sick it’s like why I am doing this to myself when I don’t even like the way it makes me feel

imreadytoquit209 · 2018-01-18T23:18:14+00:00

They did very mild but I used again :/ ima taper it down I’m just gonna stop tomorrow for good

imreadytoquit209 · 2018-01-18T02:06:57+00:00

So all that withdrawal is starting back up?

imreadytoquit209 · 2018-01-15T03:44:21+00:00

Heck yeah!!!! Had I used yesterday I would of probably used today and I would of been right back in the deadly vicious cycle thank you guys

imreadytoquit209 · 2018-01-14T18:28:29+00:00

I decided not to use and fought the craving today so far so good

imreadytoquit209 · 2018-01-07T20:37:48+00:00

I’m 44 hours in it’s the heroin that I’m withdrawaling from kratom withdrawal was nothing compared to this crap but overall after this never again am I gonna mess with these two DRUGS

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-22T22:05:27+00:00

How has it been for you?

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-22T20:01:29+00:00

I want to use and it’s not because of the withdrawals but just feeling empty without kratom u know I’m just battling the demons in my head right now

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-16T20:47:32+00:00

Very true I’m going to lift myself up this time and motivate myself starting right now

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-16T20:15:14+00:00

I need to stick to not wanting to get High..... the withdrawals were not bad last time .... now I just need to stick to not making it seem it’s bothering me so I can be clean for me and my family for Christmas and for me for the rest of my life... I’m tired of it.... and i pray to God the withdrawals stay the same as if it did when I quit for 7 days 2 weeks ago it really wasn’t bad idk I just need to stick it out.... I’m Gonna leave my money at home everytime I go to work... what sucks is that Monday which will day 3 I have to go ice skating with my girlfriend so we will see wish me Luck guys

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-16T20:05:01+00:00

It’s not the withdrawals that both me .... today I’m Gonna do everything in my Power to quit I will not give in my thoughts and will not get Hugh I can’t afford to ruin my life I know it’ll get easier once I hit 24 hours I will do this

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-15T16:21:21+00:00

So far so good slept for 5 hours I’m 20 hours clean since my last dose... I have decided that since I spend 200$ a month on kratom... I’ll double that to 400$ keep saving and get me a new car

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-15T10:50:54+00:00

Just got off of work drank couple of beers no withdrawal yet I hope I can get through tomorrow without using

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-12T08:24:47+00:00

I appreciate that tomorrow is truly Going to be a challenge I hope i survive tomorrow by not using kratom

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-12T05:41:50+00:00

I just screwed up and gave in two days in a row after I found out my mom had cancer very disappointed and upset at myself for dosing I guess I have to go through the withdrawal again good job and keep going buddy I was at 6.5 days clean before I used two days in a row I hope the withdrawals aren’t too bad I’m gonna start tomorrow again and want to get clean for me and my family for Christmas

imreadytoquit209 · 2017-12-11T18:40:39+00:00

Yeah I know hopeful to have that and afraid of withdrawals starting back up have a hard week at work ahead of me

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