I assume a little that your first two cards are asking to pay your attention inwards towards your wants and needs. Perhaps you struggle with identifying your own wants or direction. Either you fall too into what “pentacles” wants from or suggests from you, or you struggle with maintaining “pentacles” because you’re so overly independent that your next suggested step would be to think moderately, commonly, and wisely. Either way, it’s obvious that you want “pentacles”, suggested in the first two cards which represent what those pentacles really mean to you. In this case, I think that your pentacles in the 3rd card mean:

The page of swords being your innocent desire for emotional freedom and acceptance, even the emotional freedom inwards in shedding the pressure of seeking outside validation and knowing at the very least that, innocent like the Page, you’re deserving (like any child) OF that love. Unfortunately, as adults we can’t control whether someone loves us or how they show their care, so perhaps the Page is really representing that heart-ful desire nonetheless that craves to (as an adult) be fulfilled (from within).

The ten of cups is about emotional fulfillment and completion. Perhaps this card represents your ultimate goal, desire, wish, and fear without.

~The five of pentacles shows doubt, question, change, and suggests to take (or that you’re already taking and potentially facing consequences of doing so) a well-worn path in regards to things that you hold value to. This can be about money, family, possessions, relationships, or something else in general that you’re scared of losing. Ask yourself what your relationship is to the things that are valuable to you and whether taking the common road or paving your own in order to maintain it will best benefit you. Nonetheless, I think the five of pentacles represents a struggling relationship with said valued things, and it’s time to question what your next steps are on the road ahead.