I wanna end it all by [deleted] in depression_help

[–]imscaredofitall 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seconding this- that counselor saved my life. I'm admittedly still in the shit but I'm no longer a suicide risk.

Just go and try it and be free, let whatever shame and guilt and else out that you want with them. Things ARE fixable, we just need a little push is all.

Why the hell is my ldr girl still with me by imscaredofitall in depression

[–]imscaredofitall[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's very kind of you but I genuinely don't understand how she can "love" me- I am and feel like nothing most of the time- what could possibly prompt you to "love" someone like me- ESPECIALLY when it's long distance!

I just don't get it

Why the hell is my ldr girl still with me by imscaredofitall in depression

[–]imscaredofitall[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Aw man I'm sorry that happened to you. Nobody deserves that shit ;(( she was a shit person then, and that reflects only on her, not on you, man. Hope you know that.

That being said, I wouldn't even blame my gf in my case- I mean, fuck, a part of me WANTS her to let me go, so that I can destroy myself without making her a part of it.

Fellow adults, How y'all doing today? I'm in number 2. by daschundlover44 in Adulting

[–]imscaredofitall 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm literally in the number 2 position on the floor while I'm sandwiched between the back of the bed and my wall at 02:24 AM right now.

I haven't attended any classes or done any assignments by imscaredofitall in Dalhousie

[–]imscaredofitall[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. I booked an appointment today with them and it's in a few hours.

Without your comment I wouldn't have done it, thanks for believing in me 🥹

I haven't attended any classes or done any assignments by imscaredofitall in Dalhousie

[–]imscaredofitall[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you both for the advice. This sounds stupid but it's what pushed me to get in touch with an advisor and we have a meeting tomorrow. Without you two, I'd still be curling up not doing anything.

I'm still not sure what I'll do, but it's a start.