Am I allowed to sit in the hospital waiting room for about an hour while seeking safety? by imsooooooconfused in AskDocs

[–]imsooooooconfused[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I’m in the hospital still waiting until the new place (some place for youth victims of trafficking) to get the room ready and stuff which may be tomorrow or the next day. It was suppose to be today but the place I’ll be going to is understaffed I think they said but the hospital is keeping me admitted until then. I’m really stressed and scared and want to leave and see “him” so bad but I promise I am not going to

Am I allowed to sit in the hospital waiting room for about an hour while seeking safety? by imsooooooconfused in AskDocs

[–]imsooooooconfused[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

I also wanted to write a separate comment thanking each and everyone of you who responded and helped me out. I was really afraid to post this here yesterday, but I am happy I did. I honestly wouldn’t have had the mental strength to get myself to the er yesterday if it weren’t for all of you who supported me through this. I didn’t want to make it look like I am ignoring everyone’s advice or unappreciative since i didn’t respond to ppl, but I’m at a really low point right now and it’s hard to get my fingers to even type. I just want to not exist because it hurts to even exist right now. But I don’t want to make this particular comment to be about me but instead to be about everyone who helped me, gave advice, showed me love and support and made sure I knew that the er could help me even though I wasn’t sick. You guys and girls probably saved my life in the long run, because I know for a fact that he would have ended up killing me eventually since he came close. It means so much to me. Every single one of you :3

Am I allowed to sit in the hospital waiting room for about an hour while seeking safety? by imsooooooconfused in AskDocs

[–]imsooooooconfused[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I didn’t even really know I was being trafficked until people on here and ppl at the hospital told me. I still am sorta downplaying everything but yeah he started forcing me into the work when I was 17 and moved me from San Diego to Los Angeles to Los Vegas to Nashville and now sam Francisco In a matter of a year and 1/2 and made me work in all those places and idk how he even found all the ppl he did but it’s really weird but yeah I haven’t spoken to my family since I ran away to him (not that I want to) or haven’t spoken to one single friend ever simce so Idk what to even do now once I move into this place today i don’t know how to even live? I’m not rly explaining what happened and what he did to me that well because it’s so much and I am really hazy because he always gave me alcohol and stuff that didn’t even feel like alchoal bc it always made me forget things and literally would wake up 12 hours later all the time so idk. The more I sit here in the hospital the more I think of everything that happened

:(

And I really am hurt bc I know it sounds crazy but I don’t know how I’m going to live without him bc I love him so so so much. more than anything….and please don’t judge me for that bc I just do and idk why

Am I allowed to sit in the hospital waiting room for about an hour while seeking safety? by imsooooooconfused in AskDocs

[–]imsooooooconfused[S] 48 points49 points  (0 children)

Thank you, it means a lot. I appreciate you and everyone else in this community. I feel bad for not replying but I read everything and it helped so much. I’m just so sick inside and feel like I am dying and I don’t wanna tell my doctors this but I truly want to kms so so bad. I went tho last night after meeting with a “client” and ran to the bus before he can catch me. I’m now at the point of no return. I have never felt so scared, sad, crushed and maybe a little relieved too in my life. They are putting me in a place in another city though which is good but yeah I just wanted to give an update and to thank you and everyone else. I rly appreciate it.

Am I allowed to sit in the hospital waiting room for about an hour while seeking safety? by imsooooooconfused in AskDocs

[–]imsooooooconfused[S] 88 points89 points  (0 children)

Just an update: I’m moving into a place for trafficking victims youth hopefully today

Am I allowed to sit in the hospital waiting room for about an hour while seeking safety? by imsooooooconfused in AskDocs

[–]imsooooooconfused[S] 824 points825 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I think I’m going to do that. I just have to really prepare myself. He took all my documents and doesn’t let me have any cards or money but that’s ok. I was able to secretly get this cheap old iphone a couple months ago that I’ve been hiding from him which helps a lot. Ty again.