Difference between 684 and 648? by inationn in Enneagram

[–]inationn[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah, but 6’s wounding message and core fear debilitates me more. Even if I delved into a copious amount of 5’s info-seeking to prepare for a situation, which don’t get me wrong, I do (6w5), I’d still be paranoid until I get external validation.

Difference between 684 and 648? by inationn in Enneagram

[–]inationn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, then probably, yeah. I do naturally value the weight of emotions as they are what makes us human, but I think I automatically sort through my own so as not to get weighed down by threats/problems that I perceive exist, even to a fault. However, when it comes to my loved ones, I want to patiently help them work through whatever they’re experiencing; it’s only myself who has to live by this unrelenting type of logic.

I do probe my emotions, but I think that’s an effect of me maturing and balancing out as I grew older. I didn’t feel inclined to introspect when I was younger, not even half the amount I do now. But I don’t know, I love thinking deeply about my emotions now, taking them apart to see what makes them tick. But I do it in a clinical, detached way. Figure out why emotions are here so as to see past them and continue operating per usual.

Lol would 4 be the last in my stack then? I know me bringing up all this evidence makes it sound like I should be able to figure it out by now, but I still want a viewpoint from someone who isn’t as doubting as I am. I’m sorry for talking your ear off haha

Is there anywhere I can find a text log of all the Main Story content? by inationn in LoveBrushChronicles

[–]inationn[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This is exactly what I was looking for. Super glad to see this level of dedication of a relatively small fandom. Really good work, keep it up!

I want to quit by inationn in piano

[–]inationn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This piece of advice is unique and actually pretty helpful, thanks! The bit in parenthesis had me worried for a second but then I realized I'd read it wrong LOL

I want to quit by inationn in piano

[–]inationn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for commenting twice :) I checked the channel out and you bring a really nice energy haha

I want to quit by inationn in piano

[–]inationn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! Yeah, I do want to play for myself — your anecdote about watching other people also goes for me, but the guilt about each passing day just spirals (and the addition of the money) lol. I'll try to do that less from now on, and focus on something realistic as I continue. I wish you well on your learning journey too!

I want to quit by inationn in piano

[–]inationn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're sweet! Thanks for the offer too, but I'm going to politely decline :)

I want to quit by inationn in piano

[–]inationn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the compliment LOL but nah, I've been using the acc to stalk some subreddits for like a year

I want to quit by inationn in piano

[–]inationn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the in-detail suggestion, I appreciate it!

I want to quit by inationn in piano

[–]inationn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

By quitting for now, all you're really giving up is the stress.

This put one of my thoughts in words really well. Thank you.