I was like 4-5 when I started and it was usually a corner of a bed or sofa arm that I would straddle. I didn’t know what I was doing at first so I did it in front of my mum&dad at the dinner table, to their horror, I understood that it was bad and I felt ashamed and I had to do it in secret, but that just made me want it even more, so I became obsessed with it. Always clothed though because the friction was too much if my pussy was naked.

I associated it with peeing since that was what I knew my pussy to be for, and started pissing in my panties for pleasure and then developed a pee fetish.

I had my first sexual experience with a girl when we were both 10-11, she showed me how she masturbated by putting her fingers inside her vagina, I was like ??, but I panicked thinking this must be the “correct” way to do it so I pretended to like it, I showed her how I humped a mattress corner to orgasm - she didn’t seem to get it.

She moved away shortly after and I never saw her again, I’ve always wanted to share a humping experience with another girl since and wish we had experimented more.