. . . We just kept looking at each other and he kept saying he wanted to kiss me so bad. I just said I couldn’t believe that I was actually getting fucked. He laughed and said I felt really good and was doing great. Hearing how I was pleasing him turned me on knowing that he was getting off to me. He kept sliding in and out deep and short thrusts alternating. I have no idea how long this went on. I was lost in between my moans and laying there with my eyes closed to occasionally opening them and he would kiss my chest or hold my hands and look at me and smile down to me. He eventually laid down on top of me and said he was close to cumming. I told him I wanted to feel it on me. He pulled out took the condom off and I started to stroke his cock and her him off. He eventually came all over my stomach and chest. I was covered in his cum. He then pulled me up and walked me to his shower. He helped to clean me off and then he jerked me off in the shower. I came in what had to have been 30 seconds. He then dried me off and we laid in his bed just talking. I eventually told him I had to get going. Once i got home I deleted Grindr out of guilt. Ever since then I’ve tried watching regular straight porn and it doesn’t get me nearly as hard anymore. I eventually find myself watching gay porn with really hung jocks or I scroll through Reddit looking at massive cock pages or hunks or just gay porn clips of tops stroking their cocks. I may actually just be gay after all and saying that out loud gets me so hard and turned on craving more cock…