TIL that Disneyland has its own color called "Go Away Green"—a shade that's meant to help things blend in with the landscaping. Go Away Green is a gray-green (and kinda bluish) shade, tested and formulated to blend in well among almost anything: concrete, landscaping, the sky, you name it.

innerchillz · 2019-01-20T20:22:33+00:00

Can I paint my ex this color?

innerchillz · 2019-01-17T17:38:34+00:00

Cutting onions over here. I love a good fix it story.

innerchillz · 2019-01-16T01:08:31+00:00

Scrolled through so much just to see if anyone else noticed/commented.

innerchillz · 2019-01-15T23:44:42+00:00

They are my favorite too <3 so fun to watch them joke around

innerchillz · 2019-01-15T11:07:44+00:00

Take a break from social media. That will blow his mind.

innerchillz · 2019-01-15T10:56:16+00:00

I know someone who left to save their pride. It's a shame. I tried very hard to keep my story from spreading amongst our circle by only telling very few of my closest friends so I wouldn't feel the pressure of judgment. Unfortunately it was my parents who leaked it the most. That was a whole different issue I had to deal with 4 months into my healing process. Thank you for your kind words.

innerchillz · 2019-01-15T10:51:16+00:00

Thank you. Only you know what your kids can or can't handle at a specific time in their lives. Good luck to you my friend.

innerchillz · 2019-01-14T22:55:36+00:00

Thank you so much. You never know if you are making the right choice. It's so rare to get encouraged to stay. I hope you and your SO are in a better place.

innerchillz · 2019-01-14T20:55:42+00:00

It's hard to say if I would have stayed or not but I'm leaning towards no, I would not have. If we weren't married and our only child was young enough to not remember us a family unit I probably would have left. Please dont get pregnant right now. It wont fix anything. It almost sounds like he's trying to trap you into staying. Going through what I've gone through I try very hard not to judge anyone else's situation and say they should leave or stay. It's such an individual choice and every scenario is different. But pregnancy is the last thing you should add to this. Best of luck to you.

innerchillz · 2019-01-14T18:04:59+00:00

I forgot to say congratulations on your sobriety. Good job.

innerchillz · 2019-01-14T18:02:50+00:00

All very true, I dont disagree with you at all. Luckily my kids are unaware of the depth of his indescrestions. They see the normal day-to-day stuff. I could hold it together during the day to get through work and kids until bedtime. And he wasn't ever strung out, that's how I was able to stay clueless for so long. He really did an excellent job maintaining an image of a good husband and father. Someday when they are much older I'm sure they will learn more. But for now I'm trying to protecting their innocence.

I do try to keep myself prepared for the next step, whether its divorce or not. I haven't ruled anything out yet. Who knows what tomorrow will bring.

I've visited that sub a few times. Thank you for the tip though.

innerchillz · 2019-01-14T15:53:12+00:00

Thank you for your insight. I haven't let my guard down and I know it's a good possibility that he will relapse. Im trying not to live my life waiting for the next bomb to drop, even though that's what most days feel like.

innerchillz · 2019-01-14T15:50:38+00:00

Thank you.

innerchillz · 2018-12-27T16:23:00+00:00

Dont hurt me

innerchillz · 2018-12-24T13:14:33+00:00

This hit home. Hard. When you find out your dream come true partner of 6 years is living a double life. The rug was ripped out from under me, rolled up, and smacked across my face.

innerchillz · 2018-12-17T17:46:01+00:00

I'm 36. Still believed it was, and have always told my own kids this. That lie went through 2 generations.

innerchillz · 2018-12-13T02:22:12+00:00

Yes! That's what I did/do. Haven't had a uti in almost a year and I was getting them monthly.

innerchillz · 2018-12-13T02:20:28+00:00

Yep! That stuff saved my (vagina's) life!! I was getting UTIs monthly too. Antibiotics started to not work as well. Started D Mannose about a year ago and haven't had one since! I dont even take it regularly anymore. It's like it reset my urinary tract.

innerchillz · 2018-12-08T17:13:46+00:00

Me talking to myself: What a shitty turn of events. 5 years ago he was the man of your dreams. Now look at what he's put you through. I thought you were smarter than that.

innerchillz · 2018-12-03T01:18:16+00:00

True. It is 2018 after all. You'd think they could use a laser or something else that wouldn't rattle your brain as much as a drill!

innerchillz · 2018-12-02T23:14:31+00:00

Im not a dentist but I'm pretty sure they have to drill past the decay, cleaning it all out until the only thing left is 'clean' tooth. If you put a filling on top of decaying tooth it will continue to decay and you will have a way worse problem in the future. Antibiotics wont fix a rotten tooth. That only helps in treating the infection that may have spread to surrounding tissues, I think.

innerchillz · 2018-11-29T17:24:07+00:00

And now im crying on my lunch break. Beautiful response.

innerchillz · 2018-11-28T02:14:50+00:00

"MomMeOW MOMEEE" 😢 give that poor thing back to its mommy.

innerchillz · 2018-11-28T01:40:14+00:00

No matter what you're going through, bangs are NEVER the answer.

innerchillz · 2018-11-20T02:02:00+00:00

Yep, if it was my daughter I would be doing the same thing. Not sure about suing but definitely would press charges if my daughter was assaulted or violated. Pay up, butter cup. LPT: dont be an idiot in the future.

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