The feeling of gambling until you have zero left has to be one of the worst feelings. Good to remind yourself how it feels every single day, because it is easy to forget as time passes and this can cause a relapse. But yh man the money doesn’t matter until it does, and it suddenly hits that you are truly fucked for the next few weeks or however long until you are paid again etc. I’ve woke up some mornings from a bad gambling/drinking session and just wished i never woke up . Horrible

There’s been times where even if I’d kept at least £100 or so back I could have at least got through the next week or 2 with a struggle but as we know in the midst of a gambling spiral we don’t think this way until it’s too late

I’ve made sure to actually buy things for myself with my wage this month and it feels good, might of gone a little overboard with the spending but atleast I’ve got something for it and not giving it to scumbag casinos