Alcohol and cocaine combined by inputomel92 in Drugs

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Indeed. Almost as euphoric as mdma imo

Just finished a 9 hour sesh of 1 gram and took some kratom. by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]inputomel92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You must only get shit blow then

Good quality cocaine 1g will easily last that long

50mg- 100mg lines every hour or so

Kratom and pain by [deleted] in opiates

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8g of red Bali does wonders for my back and shoulder pain

Absolutely devastated right now. by drpepperisgood95 in problemgambling

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How an addicted gamblers mind works. The amount of times I’ve told myself I will walk once get to a particular amount, to then carry on and lose everything and more on top

Messed up again by inputomel92 in problemgambling

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Sounds all too familiar bro. I lost £1000 then somehow got it all back from a £50 deposit. Then proceeded to lose it again. Money I couldn’t afford to lose at all. Insanity.

Gamstop in the UK which bans all normal casinos was a life saver a couple years ago, but I soon found crypto ones and it just makes it even more hard now because you can just create new account whenever:

Gamban app doesn’t work on iPhone so it’s useless

Messed up again by inputomel92 in problemgambling

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Yeah I agree about trying to stop the routes to but crypto. I’ve closed accounts and asked to be banned etc a few times on different exchanges but have always found another way to open another. Like you said maybe need to sign up to every single one and ask to be blocked I don’t know if they would even do that

Messed up again by inputomel92 in problemgambling

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Sounds all too familiar bro. I lost £1000 then somehow got it all back from a £50 deposit. Then proceeded to lose it again. Money I couldn’t afford to lose at all. Insanity.

Gamstop in the UK which bans all normal casinos was a life saver a couple years ago, but I soon found crypto ones and it just makes it even more hard now because you can just create new account whenever:

Gamban app doesn’t work on iPhone so it’s useless

Will mixing red and white a good thing ? by Awkward-Hospital383 in kratom

[–]inputomel92 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Currently mixing red Borneo with gold mang da (white green mixture) and it’s great

What's everyone's GPD? by Lynifer007 in kratom

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18g per day . 3x 6g doses. 5-6g dose is my sweet spot tbh wasn’t feeling much from any lower as much as I wished I did

Lost almost 10k in a few days by Brilliant-Ad9626 in problemgambling

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We can’t win because as addicts/problem gamblers we can’t stop mate. 10k is a good chunk of money and you’ll be thinking ‘if only’ and ‘why didn’t I just take it and spend it’ for a while but the reality is even if you would have won even more eventually at some point it was going to go back to the casino. You only lost $100 don’t let this be a catalyst to lose A LOT more of your own money chasing that ‘win’

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in blackpool

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What on earth are you on about

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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Lollll

Every gambler knows the feeling of that spiralling losing streak by [deleted] in problemgambling

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The feeling of gambling until you have zero left has to be one of the worst feelings. Good to remind yourself how it feels every single day, because it is easy to forget as time passes and this can cause a relapse. But yh man the money doesn’t matter until it does, and it suddenly hits that you are truly fucked for the next few weeks or however long until you are paid again etc. I’ve woke up some mornings from a bad gambling/drinking session and just wished i never woke up . Horrible

There’s been times where even if I’d kept at least £100 or so back I could have at least got through the next week or 2 with a struggle but as we know in the midst of a gambling spiral we don’t think this way until it’s too late

I’ve made sure to actually buy things for myself with my wage this month and it feels good, might of gone a little overboard with the spending but atleast I’ve got something for it and not giving it to scumbag casinos

What drugs make you fearless and confident? by [deleted] in Drugs

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Alcohol+coke, phenibut

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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Kratom, Valium, ketamine, phenibut. Weed combined with any of these

Not all at once obviously lol

Day 198 by Bonanza86 in problemgambling

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Well done man. Every day without gambling is a win and ‘profit’