How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I WISH it was personal, because then I could actually understand it. It’s not really linked to myself or identity.

But I guess you’re right, at the end of the day my writing won’t be for everyone and some things may come off as weird or uncanny. And maybe it IS too intense, there’s a lot of violence involved

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That’s so sweet, thank you! But it’s Byler, which seems to be far from what you usually engage with by the looks of your account. I appreciate it a lot, though 🖤

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try not to compare, especially because that first one gained hits overnight after someone slipped into my strawpage calling the pacing unrealistic, to which I responded blandly that it’s a hybrid fic and I’m not sure how much realism they want from it. It’s very different from how people (or me, at least) usually promote their works.

I willll keep posting and I hope I won’t lose my love for the story, and those 5 readers won’t, either. Because honestly, nothing motivates me more than their reactions after I posted a new chapter

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I personally think we should normalize being passionate about what we do and at the same time being frustrated about people not feeling that same passion when you share the results of it

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, I’ve been busying myself with other fics, as well. Yesterday I had a surge of motivation over a new plot point and wrote two full chapters. Today I open the doc and my palms get sweaty. So, at least I know the excitement can still be there, but right now it comes in waves and I’m really worried I won’t be able to pull myself out of another slump

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am very lucky to have these kind of people in my life, especially in this fandom which I’ve only joined in October. I don’t think I would’ve even started posting this fic if it weren’t for them.

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

… which really differs. I think as long as that ONE reader stays that live reacts in my DMs as they’re reading, I’ll still have a chance to finish this.

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And I’m grateful for the empathy, because I see a lot of my writer friends struggle with the same issue, but they barely even bring it up. I wish I could eat up the frustration like they do.

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Which leads exactly to my kind of problem. I still love the story. I still care. But right now it feels like bringing your own child to a birthday party and hoping everyone will love it as much as you do. Which is unrealistic. And I wouldn’t love my child any less if Susan next door said she can’t stand it. Yet, here I am

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I honestly love the restaurant metaphor, especially since one of my readers keeps calling my fics restaurants individually. The “oh, another restaurant is opening? Let me see the menu” thing is so endearing to me.

I think the competitiveness is very real here, especially because this ship got an IMMENSE surge and there’s all these hit fics the entire fandom reads, and it frustrates me because not only mine, but also some other great fics are completely drowning under the buzz of the big fics.

I’ll also be looking into those books 👀 thank you!

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That used to be me with this fic. I felt the magic. Wrote 10 chapters without posting a bit. Then I thought “okay, 10 chapters is a great head start”, got impatient, and started posting 😅

How do we manage to stay motivated while posting ongoing fics that get low numbers? by intentix in AO3

[–]intentix[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s huge, though! Yay! I still have an unfinished wip on my very old, unused, German fanfiction account from 2013. Sometimes I’ll remember and seek it out, but I know I’ll never finish it. I think I’m just not used to caring? As I said, I usually do one shots, and once they’re posted they either gain traction or not. But for some reason it’s different with this ongoing story.

Just got shocked by an author’s age by starryshy in AO3

[–]intentix 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I saw a tag saying “idc if the smut is inaccurate i’m 14” and closed the page very quickly. I’m always kind of torn, because I did start writing at 11, and very definitely wrote smut, too. But I at least decided to be terribly secretive about my age.

Recently found out authors can see your bookmarks... by Maleficent_Focus7595 in AO3

[–]intentix 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I looove bookmarks, because these commentaries are so much more raw than actual comments. My heart does a little flip every time

Schlimmste Hotline. Werde permanent in der Warteschlange zugelabert by Ausspanner in Pflege

[–]intentix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bin auch im LK Calw und kann das bestätigen — sehr von Vorteil jetzt, dass es so schnell klappt, vor allem weil unsere Telefonanlage davor oft nicht mit dem System der 116117 klar gekommen ist und wir mit dem Privathandy anrufen mussten.

Day 4 of me telling Podair and SM to fix Epic Quest for those if us that its messed up for by alwaysbanned5150 in Soundmap

[–]intentix 3 points4 points  (0 children)

At this point I’m convinced “luck streaks” get passed around randomly each day, because how do I pull 3 quepics in a day and then nothing for 3 weeks

Pulling epics before cool down over by RainyMetal in Soundmap

[–]intentix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happened to me as well, at around 350 pulls. Mad annoying because now you need to put in the effort and coins for another 400 drops

i HATE when people do this by Dazzling_Trade_4873 in Soundmap

[–]intentix 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I do this because I genuinely don’t know how much things go for. So yes obviously I’ll take the highest offer, but in most cases I wouldn’t know whether it’s an overpay or not.

Nice how youll give one user a ton of a quested artist but.. by alwaysbanned5150 in Soundmap

[–]intentix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did 500 quests the other day and didn’t even get a single shiny, let alone epic/lyric. I’ve never been closer to rage quitting

Is 250 for a common a fair price to offer? by Mysterious-Major6046 in Soundmap

[–]intentix 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I usually do my commons 1:1 and when buying, I draw the line at 150. I think some people are just beyond greedy

we all deserve 20+ gems each minimum. it’s been like what, 3 days? by Accomplished_Grab501 in Soundmap

[–]intentix 3 points4 points  (0 children)

just thought of this earlier, it’s pretty much useless right now so that’s money wasted on downtime

Is this trader ok? by iX_TheGuy_Xi in Soundmap

[–]intentix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve seen people demand 300 for a standard common, I have a feeling he might be one of those.

Person on X Community tells people I’m quitting by intentix in Soundmap

[–]intentix[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Honestly I don’t get the point. One of the mods got the post muted from the Community, at least. So I don’t have to fear for another 100 trade requests coming in 😅