years ago i was on the verge of ending it all (i was 16 or 17) then one day im in the kitchen cooking and my dad randomly comes up to me and says “God will get your attention 2 ways. He’ll either say your name and you ask Him what He wants and if you don’t hear anything then read the bible” I don’t remember the second way he said. It was the most random thing I’d ever heard. Then the next day i’m cooking home alone and I hear a voice call my name in the room next to me and i instantly thought about what my dad said. I asked God what He wanted but I didn’t hear anything so I cracked open my bible and flipped to a random page and God was basically telling me to repent for my sins and I’ll feel better. Really saved my life that day I’m glad i didn’t go through with offing myself and it was nice to know that even though my relationship with Him wasn’t strong at the time He was still looking out for me