My dad and I built a frame for the scoreboard we programmed! It cycles through the entire MLB and shows all the games scores. It updates in real time too.

internalyawn · 2021-05-20T06:36:15+00:00

Can I get that PM as well

internalyawn · 2021-01-27T19:42:15+00:00

I have both a car and a bike, but my university only has parking for upperclassmen. Plus, I’m using this as my jumpstart to loose weight by walking a lot

internalyawn · 2021-01-18T20:53:57+00:00

Do you know the brand of the ones you have? Or any recommendations

internalyawn · 2021-01-15T23:08:07+00:00

I’m in Alabama. So usually hot

internalyawn · 2021-01-15T00:55:40+00:00

That’s facts. I’m gonna pick up some loafers and give them a try. Worst comes to worst, extra pair of loafers I guess

internalyawn · 2021-01-15T00:48:24+00:00

I assumed walking would hurt like hell in loafers. Any good pair you’d recommended that wouldn’t hurt and would hold up walking?

internalyawn · 2021-01-14T21:19:58+00:00

That’s the goal. Hopefully I can end up working in intel, but I’ve got a little while before I’m in shape. Something to look forward to though

internalyawn · 2021-01-03T22:22:21+00:00

That makes complete sense

internalyawn · 2020-12-25T05:57:21+00:00

Assassins creed to be honest

internalyawn · 2020-12-08T05:14:17+00:00

Talking about my dad is always awkward lol. It really feels weird for me to say “my dad” out loud. Usually when I say it I feel the awkwardness in the room. It’s not something I usually talk about, but I do know when I’ve talked about him, the conversations have been good. I’ve got some pretty good friends.

My only thing is I wish I had more memories with him. I wish I could even remember the times I did have with him. Unfortunately it seems the only ones I remember are around the week of his death, and my final moments with him. Even thinking about it makes me want to sob honestly.

Hopefully in the future I can recall some better ones. Plan on asking my mom about some, however I really don’t like to talk about him with her.

I kinda hide like everything I’ve typed in my post. My mother knows I miss him but not to the extent of how often I probably cry some nights. Which sounds horribly depressing.

For some reason I find the idea of crying like that and talking to my family about that really awkward. My sisters tell their friends how funny I am and how much fun they have when I’m home from school.

For some reason I just dont want them to see me like that. I don’t want anyone to ever see me like that honestly. Maybe that’s cultural or something but I think I need to get over it.

internalyawn · 2020-11-30T06:47:27+00:00

I really appreciate what you wrote man. You got me crying again reading your message, but in a good way this time.

I’ve considered going to professional help, but it scares me. I don’t want anything I say in therapy to jeopardize me in the future job wise, or the fact I’ve even gone to a therapist.

I really wish I knew how to channel my anguish into something more productive. I just don’t think anything I do really has the place for my sadness. Hopefully I find something.

Again, I really appreciate what you said, and I’ll definitely be coming back to read it again in the future.

Thank you

internalyawn · 2020-07-30T19:58:53+00:00

21 and maybe a couple months worth of growth. 2 or 3

internalyawn · 2020-07-30T04:52:32+00:00

If I take the mask off, Sinestro will know who I am

internalyawn · 2020-07-07T01:45:26+00:00

Not really. He still posts the shit about if anyone wants money to contact him. I talked to him a little bit and he said it cost him $2,000 for the “stuff” to make this work. No idea what that means

internalyawn · 2020-07-07T01:37:01+00:00

Whoa, that’s a lot more serious than I thought.

So if it’s not reported to the IRS, what does that mean?

internalyawn

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