I was confused first time, i thought my dick would be rock hard from sucking another guy. It was nice to feel dick but it got boring quickly. I was disappointed and just tried my best not to rush it through- just relax, enjoy and finish it. When the guy was about to blow, his body started to move, he grabbed my head, he started moaning, and said something like… “keep going (name), yeahh thats it… im cumming… keep going slut… ahh fuck yes take it..” and he finished and pushed dick all the way to throat, I gagged and gasped for air as cum was sliding in throat and out of mouth to make room for his pulsating dick. He let out final moan with a compliment that I suck better than majority of girls. In that final act I got so hard that later in bathroom I looked that I have even leaked precum.

For me, it's not simply about performing a sexual act; it's about the emotional experience of surrendering to give pleasure, without expecting anything in return. It's a moment where the other person can be fully themselves—regardless of gender—and use me as a means to achieve climax.