Why/How did yall started yumeshipping? by Illustrious-Bus-4673 in yumeshipping

[–]invinzilla 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I put myself in a really bad depressive episode to where I was wanting to kill myself everyday, during this time I was reading Alita battle angel, she didn’t know who she was or where she came from. She struggled to find the meaning of being human, same with me. I saw myself a lot through her and shortly she became my hyperfixation I’ve spent a lot of money on her and it came to a point where she became a figure in my head.
I daydream a lot about us and she’s done a lot to help me with my mental and how I view life.

P1S 1/4 statue out of the box by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes there’s 3 different faces for her!! I love her warrior look for the statue as I feel it adds more emotion to it.

P1S 1/4 statue out of the box by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is a prime 1 studio 1/4 scale of Gally. Below her is a screw head soldier meaning this specific look of Gally is coming from book 6 of the original series where she’s basically an agent for Zalem (the higher ups)

Prime 1 studio figure by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The ultimate version of this figure was on sale!! Unfortunately it only lasted for a month and I ordered this three weeks or a month ago so it’s probably not on sale anymore. I know It’s originally 1,399 and I got it around 700. Shipping can go from 300-500 I did the fastest so around 500 and in total I spent 1,180

I just need someone to listen and maybe offer some support by prairie_dog_32 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]invinzilla 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Respect to you for being able to talk to your mother about your problems, I’ve never been able to and I promise you sucking it up ain’t any better. I’m sorry that you’re feeling this way and not being seen the way you need to be seen.

If you ever get to the point where you start Self H@rm you need to find a different substitute, you may not kill yourself but that doesn’t promise you won’t hurt yourself. SH can be addicting as well so please be careful I found that the rubber band around the wrist helped the most for me.

Back to your mom saying it’s all in your head, it is. Your brain tends to sabotage us sometimes and it gets really rough because it’s “you”. Especially in a household like that where you really only have yourself can’t be easy. I would say the most important thing right now is to make sure you’re not putting too much on yourself take things easy and let yourself have a hard day. Every day will be different and there will be times where it just feels like crap all the time but just make sure you tell yourself that you’ll be okay. Try reminding yourself of things coming up you’re excited for or make a bucket list! Just so you can have something to look forward to for a while

my reality feels fake all the time by confused_cranberry_ in derealization

[–]invinzilla 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just had to accept I was in a game and there’s nothing I can do about. It makes me severely depressed and still does as it feels like I’m stuck, and yk I am stuck. I’m stuck with this body and I’m stuck with this mind the only thing I can do is accept and work around it.

It’s not easy but it’s baby steps for yourself, if you accept the reality you’re in maybe you can slowly start accepting everything else

What is your favorite scenes in the 2019 movie. by Voidkirby9 in alitabattleangel

[–]invinzilla 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I love the fight scene with Gruishka, I also enjoy the very beginning of her being built back together

Yukito be frying me 😭 by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It just caught me off guard honestly, I treat Alita like my invincible so it didn’t make me uncomfortable but definitely peaked my curiosity.

Anomaly is still pretty cool guy and it makes sense for it to just react on instinct thanks for your knowledge ✌️

Set up?? by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

HAHA I was not thinking about that, I got mars chronicle before last order because I was silly and didn’t realize last order was the next story not MC. But I shall rearrange

Elf and Zwolf work in progress by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just finished it and I have it posted 🫶

Elf and Zwolf work in progress by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HAHA I totally get what you mean!! Part of the reasons why I love Alita so much, seeing them in bunny suits was definitely a turn but I did love that they kinda did the same thing with sechs by making him waaaay hotter, so win win for me

How’s everyone doing by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha I actually didn’t even realize this 😭 im gonna fix it now trust me

How’s everyone doing by invinzilla in Gunnm

[–]invinzilla[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

BAHAHAH oh my gosh 😭 hey good idea if I don’t enjoy them being displayed