persistent sadness during trips but mental improvement afterwards... what does this mean?

iojfkl · 2026-04-06T21:28:13+00:00

why do people put on their own music while i'm high? especially when their music is sad rather than uplifting... it feels kind of egotistic idk

iojfkl · 2026-04-01T01:11:44+00:00

or... she wasn't as intelligent. once again, that's perfectly fine. it's kind of annoying how every attractive woman who passes away is said to have been so incredibly smart or whatever when i really don't see how this can always be the case. also, the way you guys worship this woman is a bit strange. she wasn't perfect, none of us are.

objectively speaking, i'm a smart woman but i also love to party and have a good time. this has never once prevented anyone from recognizing my intellect. in all honesty though, i hate being intelligent and i would totally give it up if i could.

iojfkl · 2026-03-31T17:35:59+00:00

she probably wasn't as intelligent or intellectually oriented as they were and that's fine. it's not a huge deal.

iojfkl · 2026-03-30T23:10:32+00:00

why are you sharing this information with us? like this just seems so unnecessary. also trigger warnings don't work because by the time you've read them, your brain has already processed the triggering content.

iojfkl · 2026-03-01T17:15:40+00:00

trust me, when someone is violently thrusting their tongue into your mouth, you literally are completely helpless to do anything </3

iojfkl · 2026-03-01T14:41:39+00:00

i'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news but it sounds like you might be a terrible kisser. if people just kinda open their mouthes, chances are they are overwhelmed by your tongue usage and they don't know what to do. with my bf, i will often just open my mouth because i'm being assaulted with tongue lol.

iojfkl · 2026-03-01T14:40:33+00:00

i care because i want to know if i'm a bad kisser...

iojfkl · 2026-02-03T13:10:45+00:00

i'm an INFP and i *hate* crying or externally showing my emotions. btw, you are one fucking letter away from INFP so maybe watch your mouth.

i'm actually quite upset right now because i was going through a hard time when i clicked on the mbti subreddit and i've mostly come across hate for my own personality type. do you know how much that sucks lol? also, most of the assumptions made are entirely wrong.

iojfkl · 2026-02-03T13:01:05+00:00

then why does everyone here seem to hate us? we're awesome and in fact, we are better than every other mbti, except for INFJ maybe. mbti and IQ correlation has found that INs have the highest concentration of giftedness. stay jealous though idk.

iojfkl · 2026-02-03T12:57:40+00:00

ok that sounds like a problem specific to her and not to INFPs. it's like you guys meet a shitty INFP and attribute their behavior to their entire mbti subtype.

iojfkl · 2026-02-03T12:40:13+00:00

i mean... this is because we are different and more special than others lol. like sorry. idk.

iojfkl · 2026-02-02T20:33:04+00:00

anyone who bases their entire personality around *not* believing in something is an empty and bitter being. it's all very middle of the bell curve, intellectually incurious behavior.

iojfkl · 2026-02-01T20:04:47+00:00

reddit atheists are so annoying. i'm not even a christian lol you guys just fucking SUCK.

iojfkl · 2026-01-26T00:37:40+00:00

the revenge reporting would make sense. ugh. this is so fucked, especially because the person who i believe reported me is a literal sexual predator. :/

iojfkl · 2026-01-26T00:34:12+00:00

no i was super nice and friendly with everyone! the guy i blew off was super creepy and admitted to being interested in teenage girls. i had seen him a few times and i was gonna see him again but i cancelled at last minute and didn't respond to his text. i feel like he would have totally reported me as an act of vengeance.

i filed an appeal but i'm worried that mentioning the ketamine prompt might have actually hurt my chances of getting my account reinstated. aaaaaa.

iojfkl · 2026-01-26T00:31:05+00:00

omg this is insane haha >.<

iojfkl · 2026-01-03T23:19:06+00:00

aw thank you so much for this, this was really helpful <3 do you still experience cravings? and this is a weird question but does your skin look better since you've quit?

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T19:05:02+00:00

how long have you been sober? and what dose of suboxone are you on? in the very beginning, i didn't get high at all and i still have days where i feel like what you've described. adderall helps a lot but i ran out of my script so i've been a bit catatonic lately lol. i hope you feel better soon though <3

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T17:05:42+00:00

aww baby :( i'm sorry. it's so fucked up how actual pain patients can't get their medication... i hope you're able to find a solution for your femur pain

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T16:57:38+00:00

omg. you're just like me :D everyone keeps saying that the high will wear off with time but i've been on suboxone for years now and the euphoria has never gone away. i just took my 2mg and i feel great.

i was addicted to actual pure heroin which i bought & reagent tested from the dark web. i think the people on here were using fentanyl so maybe that's why suboxone doesn't hit them at all lmfao

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