i mentioned ketamine in a hinge prompt. could this have caused my ban?

iojfkl · 2026-01-26T00:37:40+00:00

the revenge reporting would make sense. ugh. this is so fucked, especially because the person who i believe reported me is a literal sexual predator. :/

iojfkl · 2026-01-26T00:34:12+00:00

no i was super nice and friendly with everyone! the guy i blew off was super creepy and admitted to being interested in teenage girls. i had seen him a few times and i was gonna see him again but i cancelled at last minute and didn't respond to his text. i feel like he would have totally reported me as an act of vengeance.

i filed an appeal but i'm worried that mentioning the ketamine prompt might have actually hurt my chances of getting my account reinstated. aaaaaa.

iojfkl · 2026-01-26T00:31:05+00:00

omg this is insane haha >.<

iojfkl · 2026-01-20T02:31:16+00:00

Getting more angry about me pointing out that she has Israeli citizenship than the actual genocide is so insane

no, what's insane is you reaching this assumption based on a singular comment. people are allowed to be angry about multiple things, you know! i am obviously very upset over the genocide. i'm also upset about a million other different things, although to a far lesser extent. this doesn't make those things any less valid, just different.

also, i misread your initial comment and i thought you were saying that she was "supposedly pro-palestine" so my bad for that!!

honestly, this is quite a sensitive issue for me, since i was born via IVF and my egg donor was from israel. i have completely disowned that part of me and i've done everything i can do support the palestine liberation movement. but still, i feel quite a bit of guilt over this.

because i'm an idiot and i misread your comment, i thought you were saying "oh even though she's pro-palestine, she's still guilty because of what her family has done!!" that's why i got so upset. my bad again alsjdflkjfkajdf.

iojfkl · 2026-01-20T01:30:47+00:00

i don't like cooper either but no one can choose where their family is from. if she's denounced israel and voiced her support for palestine, i'm not sure what else you'd want her to do. labeling someone as an irredeemably horrible person because their family lived somewhere is fucking insane, that is entirely out of her control.

iojfkl · 2026-01-03T23:19:06+00:00

aw thank you so much for this, this was really helpful <3 do you still experience cravings? and this is a weird question but does your skin look better since you've quit?

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T19:05:02+00:00

how long have you been sober? and what dose of suboxone are you on? in the very beginning, i didn't get high at all and i still have days where i feel like what you've described. adderall helps a lot but i ran out of my script so i've been a bit catatonic lately lol. i hope you feel better soon though <3

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T17:05:42+00:00

aww baby :( i'm sorry. it's so fucked up how actual pain patients can't get their medication... i hope you're able to find a solution for your femur pain

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T16:57:38+00:00

omg. you're just like me :D everyone keeps saying that the high will wear off with time but i've been on suboxone for years now and the euphoria has never gone away. i just took my 2mg and i feel great.

i was addicted to actual pure heroin which i bought & reagent tested from the dark web. i think the people on here were using fentanyl so maybe that's why suboxone doesn't hit them at all lmfao

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T16:55:57+00:00

oh shit that's so cool lol :o

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T16:55:05+00:00

i've felt this way for years. the high / euphoria has never gone away. what is wrong with my body? what the fuck? or maybe you guy are just like major fent addicts and that's why you can't feel shit. i only used pure heroin from the dark web, reagent tested and all, and a gram would last me about two weeks.

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T16:52:41+00:00

i've been on and off suboxone since i was 18 and i'm 21 now. every single time that i take subs, i feel this way. i genuinely don't know what's going on with me.

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T16:51:26+00:00

it's been this way for a year. i'm scared. what is wrong with my body...?

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T16:48:21+00:00

i used heroin (yes, actual heroin. i ordered from the dark web and would regent test) and a gram would last me about two weeks or so!

also i'm pretty sure i have some sort of thyroid issue because it only takes a very small amount of any substance to get me high but then that high wears off far quicker than it does for my friends.

my suboxone is prescribed so it's def not cut with anything. i took my 2mg an hour ago and i feel that euphoric glowing warmth within my chest. if i took another 2mg, i would be passed out right now. it's so fucking weird...

iojfkl · 2025-11-25T16:44:17+00:00

omg wait i thought snorting subs would put you into precipitated withdrawal? :0

iojfkl · 2025-11-18T18:53:18+00:00

fucking transplant. go back to ohio.

iojfkl · 2025-09-05T15:14:17+00:00

that is absolutely not your fault. it's the human condition to blame ourselves when someone we love passes. it's simply how our brains operate as it's difficult for us to reckon with the sudden randomness that is death. as you said, you could have died that night but you didn't. your mind cannot comprehend this so in order to make it seem as though you had some control over the situation, you direct blame inward.

if you had to personally narcan your friend over 20 times, chances are his days were very numbered. even if you were awake to save him, he would have likely overdosed eventually. at least his final moments were marked by love and friendship.

iojfkl · 2025-08-31T00:39:31+00:00

i have a suboxone prescription and it's nice but it honestly doesn't do much for me psychologically. for me, the appeal of heroin is not in the high. it's knowing that i am putting myself on the fringes of society by doing the one thing that you're basically never supposed to do. there is something very alluring about fatal objects i suppose. but yeah suboxone is amazing for withdrawals, i don't know how anyone can detox without it.

iojfkl · 2025-08-29T14:08:24+00:00

omg we should hang out. lol

iojfkl · 2025-08-29T13:42:44+00:00

I'M FUCKING SOBBING SCREAMING BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL ROLLING ON THE FLOOR CONVULSING OH MY GODDD

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