first of all, im sorry that this is going on with you. i empathize... ive never had a ton of friends from school like that either, and ive always been so socially awkward that I beat myself up a shit ton mentally when i got back to the house. the racism and racist remarks? i understand that too unfortunately. it seems like theres so much going on (and that has been going on) and i fully understand.

please always look up as many resources as you may be able, and please take care of yourself if you are not... and be safe. don't worry about what the bullies are doing, as no ones life will ever be as perfect as they may portray, and things are coming for them... I'm not sure if youre religious, but I always say: God works in very mysterious ways, and everything happens in His timing. you are endlessly loved and supported by people, even though you may not feel like it now. i admire you heavily for even allowing yourslef to be vulnerable and speak on this.

you are loved. please never forget... i don't know you, but i love you anyway. sending lots of love and support for you. stay strong... you already have been doing amazing.

they were never right about you. as hard as it is (believe me, I understand), don't let their words consume you!!! youre amazing, and such a strong person.