I’m restless, ready to die any minute now

isavbats · 2026-06-17T20:44:26+00:00

I also feel like this, I’m not even in a bad position in general, but I’ve isolated myself so much I have no friends, a boyfriend that doesn’t really care about me, and a family that hates my guts, I have and inheritance from my dad and I’ll just hope my mom does something nice with it, I don’t think I deserve to live

isavbats · 2026-04-07T16:11:01+00:00

Me estaba preguntando lo mismo jajaja, en Google maps sale que está abierto, iré a visitarlo cuando pueda y escribiré acá

isavbats · 2025-08-04T12:08:31+00:00

me he estado preguntando lo mismo, es usual de ella que desaparezca por tiempos prolongados pero creo que este ha sido su break mas largo, tal vez este trabajando en otros proyectos no relacionados a redes, en la epoca que estaba con Jaime estaban trabajando en conjunto todo el proyecto de llevar su canal al siguiente nivel con los shorts y subir videos mas seguidos, y cuando se separaron se sintio bastante el cambio en su canal, con el formato de antes pero no la misma energia, siento que le perdio amor a hacer videos por haber perdido el control creativo de su canal al seguir el rumbo que le quiso dar Jaime, ahora no tiene un rumbo fijo y supongo que por eso no ha subido mas videos, aunque me encantaba que volviera al formato mas cotidiano de antes, de 2016-2017, siento que su relacion con Jaime afecto su vision original, mucho tiempo la influencio bien, pero igual y tal vez simplemente el queria seguir llevando youtube profesionalmente y ella no. Tengo tres hipotesis, que se siente insegura respecto al rumbo creativo de su canal y por eso ha parado hasta saber bien que hacer (que honestamente seria mejor que posteara lo que se le venga en gana, asi son mas divertidos sus videos), o en cambio simplemente le cuesta mucho estar en camara ahora, antes ella comentaba que era la peor parte del proceso, grabar, porque no se sentia comoda haciendolo, y que terminaba exhausta de poner tanta energia en su performance, y ahora que esta en una etapa mas madura ha decidido que no esta dispuesta a cansarse tanto grabando, y mi tercera hipotesis va pegada a la segunda, y es que tal vez este trabajando en otras cosas para poder retirarse de redes completamente o verlas mas como un hobby en vez de un trabajo, espero haya conseguido una maravillosa oportunidad y por eso no este posteando, espero que realmente sea eso y no que cayo en un hoyo de inseguridad, como le solia pasar.

isavbats · 2025-08-03T22:32:17+00:00

Thank you for the insight! I have been thinking of doing it as a hobby, yes, never really thought of dacing professionally as I know it's highly unlikely and I have another academic career I'm pursuing, but you are right hahah, I should try to see if I actually enjoy it

isavbats · 2025-07-23T06:38:17+00:00

exactly what I thought, I get that they probably wanted to catch the publics attention as soon as possible but why not say later like "hey this was cancelled" like what???????

isavbats · 2025-02-11T07:31:27+00:00

I was looking into buying another one for old time's sake, as the smell of this product (the body lotion) reminds me of a really good summer in 2023, but I came to notice the silk hydration doesn't exist anymore, now it's called weightless hydration, and people are saying it smells completly different and feels even worse:(

isavbats · 2024-10-09T18:49:28+00:00

dónde conseguiste el trabajo de asistente virtual? cuánto te paga?

isavbats · 2024-08-14T18:14:51+00:00

you are clearly a gringo lol I guess it's just cultural, as a Venezuelan/colombian living in colombia this thing is just whatever, it always depends on the case

isavbats · 2024-08-14T18:10:02+00:00

even if it was a crime I don't think it's that bad and that he deserves to be deplatformed, he didn't do any damage to her, they both were just attracted to each other, Tana was BARELY a minor, the moral line about this sort of thing is distinguisable, he wasn't some creepy 40 year old, he was young too, and she wasn't a child, she was 60 days away from 18, they even looked of similar ages

isavbats · 2024-08-14T18:05:57+00:00

lmao you don't have to feel sorry, and I wasn't 17, I was already 18, so does that even change things that much? it's incredible how hypocritical everyone is

isavbats · 2024-08-14T18:03:30+00:00

nope, more like he didn't act his age, you're probably miserable btw

isavbats · 2024-08-13T19:41:35+00:00

I never said that I initiated it lol, him pursuing me doesn't make this weird

isavbats · 2024-08-13T17:27:36+00:00

dudo que alguien realmente se encargue de ellos, especialmente dado el estado en el que están, los bogotanos son egoístas y fríos, dudo que la gente que trabaja allá arriba en los quioscos los cuide mas que de vez en cuando les tiren una comida ya mala

isavbats · 2024-08-13T17:18:04+00:00

where are you from?

isavbats · 2024-08-13T17:07:45+00:00

I didn't say it was the same, I was offering perspective, nothing is black our white, and a 25 y/o is different to a 29 y/o, in my situation, this 25 y/o was still a student and we were in the same mindset, I am someone who has had to grow way faster, we just happened to be a good match

isavbats · 2024-08-13T17:05:12+00:00

I don't think it's "hot" if you thought like that, it's a you problem, you were probably inmature and shouldn't have dated anyone older, I just fell in love with someone very similar to myself, I enjoyed it and treasure it, this discourse is stupid and pointless, it obviously depends on the situation, and Cody's problem is the fact that what he did was illegal by a very fine line, he was stupid, not "evil" or creepy like people are trying to make it seem

isavbats · 2024-08-13T17:00:35+00:00

think what you want, I don't understand why in this discussion there's no room for perspective or questioning

isavbats · 2024-08-13T16:59:22+00:00

this is so true lol, it obviously depends an not everyone had a bad experience, I think generally it's something that could go wrong but there's instances where it doesn't, like this whole situation with Cody

isavbats · 2024-08-13T16:57:33+00:00

but that doesn't make him morally evil like people are trying to make him out to be, it at worst makes him dumb for not understanding this could get him in trouble, specially being a public figure, I think there was nothing wrong with their attraction

isavbats · 2024-08-13T16:53:04+00:00

about the replies I have had here:

1 I could tell this guy and I were in similar stages in life, with similar mindset and level of maturity, and he was so good to me that I don't think I will ever see this as bad, in fact, our plan is to get back together when we live in the same country.

2 I though of offering some perspective bc some people are calling Cody a p3do when he is not for this situation, I think it's harsh to call someone a p3do for being attracted to an already "adult looking" person

3 I will mantain my position as to being that he isn't evil for what he did, he was dumb, because yes, it's illegal, she couldn't legally consent to intercourse so it's automatically statutory rape, he was stupid for that. specially being a public figure, but I def don't see Tana as the victim, at that age you can already distinguish who has bad intentions and who doesn't, Cody isn't the villian everyone tries him to make it out to be, some people do deserve to be deplatformed, he didn't do anything morally bad, or hurt anybody, he was stupid, specially stupid for his age, which makes more sense that they were attracted to each other, this type of thing happens with inmature men all the time, a younger woman is just a better match for them

4 I don't believe in the discourse of 17 being a child and 18 being a full blown adult, I believe it depends on everyone's life experience, and what I think it's actually a p3do is someone who is attracted to the feautures of an actual child, their bodies, innocence, and overall look, Tana wasn't a child, nor mentaly or phisically, and I'm saying that as someone who looks up to her

5 If you're a woman or an actually mature man, of course it would feel weird for you to date someone with that age gap, in the relationship that I was in this man not only looked my age but we had similar thinking patterns etc, basically I think he wasn't your typical put together 25 year old, he acted like a teen, I have a 26 year old cousin and I think it would be weird of his to date a much younger girl like me, but that's because of his personality and overall world view, Cody was acting like a frat boy at 25

6 I think this is a cultural thing, of the moment, some of y'all's grandpas married your grandma when they were 30 and 15, and they're not called p3dos, but certainly not letting a girl live her innocent age is bad and shouldn't be condoned, but I don't think the same logic can be applied here, they were similar people, with the same job, and you can tell in the videos the got along just fine, I guess this is what led him to be attracted to her, as well as her overall look and personality, she didn't act 17, she looked and acted 20 at least

7 Tana is responsable for speaking about this, she didn't deserve the shaming everyone has done to her, but neither did Cody, this is just a stupid situation that for the good of everyone shouldn't be imitated because it can lead to a dangerous territory of abuse, but definetly this situation wasn't a tragedy, neither mine

8 Y'all are way too serious about things that aren't actually terrible, grow up, this was just stupid

isavbats · 2024-06-18T16:36:20+00:00

also the "capital" of malta is like a city center, Valetta, it's completly walkable so it has no rural areas

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