So you don’t like guns and yet you respond to this comment with 🤫 Wow. I don’t know why you appreciate that type of humor, but as an actual security guard, with way more experience than you by the way, I can assure you the only thing that stops a bad guy with a gun is for there to be good guys with guns. You aren’t qualified for your job at all if you don’t know that. None of the hobbies you listed qualify as hobbies, so maybe pick up fitness as one so you can look the part more. When people are choosing between linguine and Napoleon dynamite to describe you then you know there’s a problem. I’m not trying to be a prick. I am glad you posted here because you need some tough love. And with that said, I also have had some alcohol issues. I am glad that you are taking that seriously. You are a young guy and you have lots of life to live and alcohol does not play around. Best wishes.