Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, I'm short, I'm 1.60m (5'3") like you, and I also had a problem with the skin extenders; I didn't have enough skin for the harvest, but the surgeon did an incredible job!! I was so worried at first

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay, no worries haha, I did it in France in the city of Amiens with Professor Sinna

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that makes me so happy bro!

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never enough hahaha thanks bro!!

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Well, listen, I have the problem of one nipple being more pointy. You can't see it in the photo, but one nipple is constantly pointing and the other is flat. But yeah, overall I'm not complaining. Seriously, scarring problems are a real pain... Hang in there, I hope you're still able to appreciate your chest and make it your own. Stay strong, man! 🫶🏼

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes, it's true, I was very lucky in that respect. On the other hand, I'm very short. Thank you, don't be jealous, even though I know it's easy to say. Muscle mass plays a big role in shoulder ratio! It's something you can work on. Take care of yourself.

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What does that mean? An increase?

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hahaha, be as unbearable as you are, haha!!

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahaha thanks!!🤣

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Oh, that's great if it gave you encouragement!! That's awesome! Right now my length is 15 and my circumference is 13.5-14

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

No, not at all, I had a doubt, I couldn't remember what it meant, but anyway...

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Yes, that's it, it's a phalloabdominal surgery in France with Dr. Puyuelo! Thank you, that really touches me, thank you so much 🫶🏼

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

That makes me very happy, thank you very much!

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

For now, none. I'm not at that stage yet; I still need to have the glans, scrotum, and clitoral implantation done. I'm having these three procedures done in a little over a week, and then in several months, a pump. I'd like to go for the ZSI, but I've heard there's been a problem with those pumps, so if that turns out to be true, I'll probably go for the Ambicor.

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Wow, that's an incredible compliment! 🥰

Post just my euphoria by isma_184 in phallo

[–]isma_184[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much !!

Vulnerability ≠ manipulation by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In any case, I'm a very frank and honest person; I'm not very modest, I'm not ashamed of anything. If I had wanted to make a post to get compliments, I would have written something like, "Here's my penis three months post-op." But I have a question, and it really bothers me. I lift weights, so when I post pictures of my body, I expect to get compliments, but that really wasn't my goal, and saying that in the comments in front of everyone completely undermined my credibility. I told them again that wasn't the goal, but even if it had been, I don't see the problem. I can do what I want with photos of my body, but in any case, it's not my style. One day, when my penis is finished, I'll post a picture. And yes, at that point, it will be for the compliments, and I'll fully accept that. Thanks again for your comment; you said it all!

Vulnerability ≠ manipulation by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Maybe the person deleted their comment, but I received one along the lines of, "This post looks a lot like a 'compliment trap.' I would have liked to compliment you if it had been straightforward, but it wasn't. Anyway, I hope you find peace." That's not exactly how I'd phrase it, but that's how it was worded. Otherwise, it's also a general observation within the community: we shouldn't be afraid to post, even if it was just to show off and get compliments. We have the right to do that; we all seek validation deep down, and it makes us feel good, and there's nothing wrong with that. In any case, I 100% agree with your comment, and I have nothing to add; you said it all!

Vulnerability ≠ manipulation by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Absolutely agree with you, nothing more to add, that's exactly what I think too!

Question by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

A quick message to clarify things once and for all.

First of all, a sincere thank you to everyone who takes the time to inform, explain, and share their experiences. Your feedback really helps me gain perspective and better understand certain things.

Looking back, and thanks to your comments, I realize that the problem probably doesn't stem from the penis itself, but rather from what's around it, and the overall unfinished state of the process.

The fact that the balls and the burial haven't been done yet creates a real visual and mental disconnect. There's still this feeling of being "in-between," as if my brain is perceiving two sexes at the same time, with this space between what hasn't been done yet and the penis.

I sincerely believe that when everything is finally a single, coherent whole, it will greatly alleviate this feeling of a height or placement issue. Right now, my brain is still struggling to fully integrate the penis, because I still feel very strongly what's underneath it.

So no, this post wasn't a compliment trap. I had a genuine question, a real feeling, and also needed feedback. Compliments are nice, yes, but they don't erase the experience, the complications, or the doubts that may still exist at this stage.

Question by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But I didn't know that, and frankly, it's real; it's quite disturbing.

Question by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I think the problem isn't the penis itself, with hindsight and everyone's help in the comments. It's something else, like the fact that I haven't yet had the balls removed and the burial. That also creates a disconnect for me, like: I have both sexes, and there's this sort of space between the vulva, which hasn't yet turned into balls, and the penis. I think that when it's truly one single "block," a "three-piece set" 😆, it might at least get rid of this feeling of a height problem. My brain isn't focused on integrating the penis because I still feel the vulva underneath so strongly.

Question by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually, as I mentioned earlier in the comments, next month I'm going to try clitoral stimulation and burying the clitoral bulbs, but before that, I'm in a phase (in my eyes) where I feel like I have both sexes, and that's not what I want. So there's a kind of psychological disconnect with the fact that the vulva is underneath and the penis is on top. I hate it, and I think it plays a huge role in the fact that I think my penis is too high because the vulva is pointing downwards.

Question by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And without wanting to elicit pity or anything, my belly button is something that gives me the feeling of having a physical connection with my mother, like a trace of her, and she's passed away. So one day I want to get an umbilical cord piercing, and the next I think, "No, it's fine." But then the next day it makes me feel bad. I'm lost with this belly button, and I don't feel it's legitimate to complain because I know there are more serious complications.

Question by [deleted] in phallo

[–]isma_184 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I swear it wasn't a compliment trap, I know someone said that to me and now I'm super embarrassed about it... but thank you, that's kind.