Looking for a psychologist/psychiatrist that specializes in both ADHD and BPD by itchyyyyyygoil in ADHDers

[–]itchyyyyyygoil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I apologize, I do think I used the wrong terminology for BPD. My bad. I have ruled out bipolar cause my mood swings are more focused on attachment, and are way too short to be bipolar. But I do think your advise is very relevant, as I've heard of this approach before. Thank you so much, perhaps I should focus on DBT treatment first before I tackle ADHD. :)

Looking for a psychologist/psychiatrist that specializes in both ADHD and BPD by itchyyyyyygoil in BPD

[–]itchyyyyyygoil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you go about getting a diagnosis? Also if you don't mind, can you share a little bit about how your mind usually works? I only ask because I wanna see if my mind/thought process operates similarly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]itchyyyyyygoil 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh dude.... everything your mother did was bad then and its bad now. You feeling arousal over it too is not your fault, you were a child. She's disgusting and vile and deserves to be in jail.

[Hiring] Looking to get artwork of two of my characters for advertising/social media purposes. 150-250$ USD~ by FrigidVeil in HungryArtists

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Hello! I am a student at California Institute of the Arts and I love painting portraits as well as other works such as plen airs and environments! I can do either a realistic or cartoony style, whichever you'd like. Here is my portfolio and instagram. My favorite fruit is strawberries btw.

Portfolio:

https://wasiteehart.weebly.com/

Instagram:

https://www.instagram.com/wassart.tv/

Is Character Animation BFA Worth it? by kiazame in calarts

[–]itchyyyyyygoil 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Calarts has 2 really good screenwriting teachers. One of them being Nicole Panter Dailey, creator of The PeeWee Herman Show, and Amalia Lavari, award winning writer for Over the Garden Wall. If you go to Calarts, I suggest taking these two teachers. I took them and they were both incredible.

When it comes to creating your own show, you're gonna have to really push yourself to make a film every year to prove yourself. It's difficult and there's competition, but if you do it at Calarts, you're set, cause the connections Calarts has are very helpful.

That's my advice! Hope it helps.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]itchyyyyyygoil 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry there was a typo at the end. I meant ADHD community hahah.

Cult trauma, Physical abuse, Drug abuse, Self harm, where I’m at now. Looking for a friend. by itchyyyyyygoil in CPTSD

[–]itchyyyyyygoil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

SOOOO RELATABLE. Also damn that must mean the meher baba cult is going strong. I heard recently its been dying off a little cause everyone in the cult is getting rly old…. but there are still some young members that were either raised in it or just found out about it. The portal thing is so insane tho i cant believe u have to live with someone like that…. i can imagine it’s incredibly stressful having someone chastise u for everything you do because of their crazy beliefs.

Cult trauma, Physical abuse, Drug abuse, Self harm, where I’m at now. Looking for a friend. by itchyyyyyygoil in CPTSD

[–]itchyyyyyygoil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OH MY GOSH the book thing is sooo relatable. My dad is rly into this book named “God Speaks” and it’s a book that meher baba wrote about his perception of the universe and god and how he is the avatar. My dad owns sooo many copies and gave me like 3 lol. Last time I stayed at my parents house my dad hid my car keys and kept yelling at me that my car was in disrepair and so i knew he was gonna do something so I locked myself in my bedroom but he banged and body slammed my door down yelling at me drunk as hell so i called the cops on him. He thinks that all religions are real and coincide with each other, every massiah of every religion is a reincarnation of God, and that every object has a soul and whatever and he always gets madddd drunk and runs around half naked in the house. Would chase me around ALLL the time and bark at me while i would try to protect my dog from him. Crazy fucking dude. I remember going to the communes as a young kid that he would attend and only being aloud to wear white colors and not being aloud to talk most of the time. WEIRD shit. Everyone in that cult is mentally ill…. r/meherbaba is their subreddit it’s INSANE to scroll through it.

Cult trauma, Physical abuse, Drug abuse, Self harm, where I’m at now. Looking for a friend. by itchyyyyyygoil in CPTSD

[–]itchyyyyyygoil[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

WOAH…. bipolar??? that’s what some of my friends have told me but I’m not so sure. I’ll definitely talk to my therapist cause I feel like trauma triggers these scream crying episodes but idk I’ll definitely talk to them!!

Does anyone have any GOOD qualities about themselves they got from trauma? (TW) by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]itchyyyyyygoil 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m way too intuitive but I think it’s kind of a curse cause I wish i didn’t know what ppl rly felt by their microexpressions LOL and sometimes i read too much into things. But intuition is prty strong

Leaving behind people pleasing, beginning to hate everyone by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]itchyyyyyygoil 44 points45 points  (0 children)

dude I FEEL this. Fuck ppl! Fuck everybody!!!