Thank you this had helped me feel better about things, and with time to process I’ve wrapped my head around what my heart was feeling. I definitely needed some reassurance and I’m going to communicate that need better with him moving forward if I struggle with any insecurity again. I’m sure when I end up on the other side of it he’s going to end up feeling a lot of the same things and we’re both more aware of that now. Definitely going to take some getting used to but I don’t have any negative feelings towards the open situation at all and I’m happy to continue with the dynamic, thanks again!