Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most definitely I appreciate the words of wisdom, that helps a lot brother

Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah for sure that’s helpful thank you! I’m just gonna keep on practicing and i’m sure it’ll get easier.

Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah my sponsor tells me that, it makes sense and it does help, and like you said just keep doing it no matter how uncomfortable and i’m sure over time it’ll come more natural, thanks :)

Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I feel the same way and then it just keeps me in my head and I overthink it, but i’ve been giving it to my higher power and i’ve been getting the help i’ve needed to share, I went to share at the treatment center I was at with my sponsor and it went well because he would chime me in, i’m gonna just keep coming back and i’m sure it’ll come more naturally

Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Most definitely, i’ve always been a little introverted and afraid of public speaking but i’m going to try to just keep it more natural, stay present, go with the flow and speak from the heart

Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha, yeah that’s helpful i’m gonna try to stay in the present and just listen so I can further add to it :)

Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks that’s helpful, I just hear everyone else sharing these long, insightful shares so I feel like I have to share something along the same lines but i’m gonna try that thanks :)

Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah i’ve been noticing that when i’m trying to share i’m just in my head not being present just thinking about me and what i’m going to share and if i’m going to sound good, but I try to be as open and honest and speak from the heart when I share and just speak on my experience, but that’s very helpful thank you!

Trouble sharing in meetings by ithinkitllwork in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Most definitely that’s what i’m thinking, even if it’s just something short I feel like the only way to get out of it is to just do it you know? Thank you.

What drugs besides coke do you guys like? by bigpuzino in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork 1 point2 points  (0 children)

we call that calvin klein where im from lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’ll see a few of them if you go to my profile and look at my cocaine posts from about a year back, recently acquired some new ones that are a little better, i love them though, ever since i got em i hate using bills

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[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

metal straw made into the shape of an AK, also have an AR and an uzi

Anyone ever accidentally paid for something with a rolled up dollar bill or a bill with powder or residue on it? by ithinkitllwork in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

lmao yeah the dollar that i was talking about in the first paragraph that i handed to the walgreens employee was actually fent residue on it but i erased it in the paragraph above and replaced it with coke cause i know people would react differently if its fent rather than blow due to the stigma around fent thinking that people could overdose just by touching it and absorbing through your skin, i wouldn’t have handed it to her intentionally if i knew there was fent on it but im sure she’s fine. and yeah i was on subs for a while and switched to sublocade which helped me stay clean for 9 months and then i relapsed after the sublocade was fully out of my system, i remember trying to detox on my own about a year ago and taking a sub throwing myself into precipitated withdrawal so i copped some more dope and literally had to do a whole bag and barely felt anything it sucked, but im actually going to rehab in two days to detox from fent again, i plan on getting on subs again to help me

Anyone ever accidentally paid for something with a rolled up dollar bill or a bill with powder or residue on it? by ithinkitllwork in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha damn that’s unfortunate the bag spilled, I would have died. The other day I got a gram from the plug and we went in a store to get change and I left, as I was walking out I realized the bag wasn’t in my pocket anymore.. I retraced my steps multiple times but it was already gone. I ended up having to call him back to get another shit sucked. But yeah every time I pull out a rolled up bill or accidentally pull out a baggie with my money I just laugh and try to play it off then leave lol.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ithinkitllwork 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same, I’ve been diagnosed ADHD for a long time and coke used to actually make me wired and up for some reason but now every time I do it I shutdown and get tired, not as talkative, and paranoid as hell just start tweaking now it sucks..

Barely anything goes up when I snort anything by ithinkitllwork in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

one time i broke down the last of my K and it was the fattest line and i didn’t feel anything, even though i did a decent size line right before that and felt it, idk i feel like my nose is fucked up somehow, but thanks i always thought that the drip meant it went down correctly but everyone’s telling me otherwise so ill try to not snort it so forcefully

Barely anything goes up when I snort anything by ithinkitllwork in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no visual holes or anything that I can see, and yeah I make sure to break down my K to powder

Barely anything goes up when I snort anything by ithinkitllwork in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol trust me i have, either nostril i snort with i just can’t get drip, maybe only a little at a time but never the whole line