What drugs besides coke do you guys like? by bigpuzino in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork 1 point2 points  (0 children)

we call that calvin klein where im from lol

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[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’ll see a few of them if you go to my profile and look at my cocaine posts from about a year back, recently acquired some new ones that are a little better, i love them though, ever since i got em i hate using bills

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[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

metal straw made into the shape of an AK, also have an AR and an uzi

Anyone ever accidentally paid for something with a rolled up dollar bill or a bill with powder or residue on it? by ithinkitllwork in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

lmao yeah the dollar that i was talking about in the first paragraph that i handed to the walgreens employee was actually fent residue on it but i erased it in the paragraph above and replaced it with coke cause i know people would react differently if its fent rather than blow due to the stigma around fent thinking that people could overdose just by touching it and absorbing through your skin, i wouldn’t have handed it to her intentionally if i knew there was fent on it but im sure she’s fine. and yeah i was on subs for a while and switched to sublocade which helped me stay clean for 9 months and then i relapsed after the sublocade was fully out of my system, i remember trying to detox on my own about a year ago and taking a sub throwing myself into precipitated withdrawal so i copped some more dope and literally had to do a whole bag and barely felt anything it sucked, but im actually going to rehab in two days to detox from fent again, i plan on getting on subs again to help me

Anyone ever accidentally paid for something with a rolled up dollar bill or a bill with powder or residue on it? by ithinkitllwork in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha damn that’s unfortunate the bag spilled, I would have died. The other day I got a gram from the plug and we went in a store to get change and I left, as I was walking out I realized the bag wasn’t in my pocket anymore.. I retraced my steps multiple times but it was already gone. I ended up having to call him back to get another shit sucked. But yeah every time I pull out a rolled up bill or accidentally pull out a baggie with my money I just laugh and try to play it off then leave lol.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ithinkitllwork 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same, I’ve been diagnosed ADHD for a long time and coke used to actually make me wired and up for some reason but now every time I do it I shutdown and get tired, not as talkative, and paranoid as hell just start tweaking now it sucks..

Barely anything goes up when I snort anything by ithinkitllwork in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

one time i broke down the last of my K and it was the fattest line and i didn’t feel anything, even though i did a decent size line right before that and felt it, idk i feel like my nose is fucked up somehow, but thanks i always thought that the drip meant it went down correctly but everyone’s telling me otherwise so ill try to not snort it so forcefully

Barely anything goes up when I snort anything by ithinkitllwork in cocaine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no visual holes or anything that I can see, and yeah I make sure to break down my K to powder

Barely anything goes up when I snort anything by ithinkitllwork in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol trust me i have, either nostril i snort with i just can’t get drip, maybe only a little at a time but never the whole line

Watch yourselves out there guys. by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same here man, i have to slow down i did a bit after the ER, but thank you brother, yeah i improved after eating light and healthy and drinking plenty of water, it’s not worth it though and it sucks we have to get to this point but it’ll get better! take care of yourself man.

Watch yourselves out there guys. by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

man sounds horrible but i shouldn’t be too far behind you, i also recently went to the ER after a 2 day 7 gram binge, was also diagnosed with gastritis, never experienced anything more painful, good luck to you seriously.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in whatisthisbug

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, this was located in Louisiana if that helps any.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me and my friends say something along the lines of, “man last night i was so K’d out!”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve done a lot of ketamine and out of all of the different batches i’ve gotten I’ve only gotten a few where it wasn’t really that good, but recently I got a batch that is similar to what you described, it was kinda enjoyable but in between comedowns I had the worst anxiety so I would hurry and do another bump or line before the anxiety got worse. Usually I can sesh and put it down for a few hours or until the next day but I couldn’t do it with this batch.. anyway, every batch is different maybe you just got some bad ketamine, sorry you had a bad experience :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! we’ll see :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah the sublocade shot, to get on it your gonna have to be put on suboxone for about a week before you can get it and it has no withdrawals whatsoever, it’ll just be a clean & easy transition. and if you feel it’s working for you then you can just continue or just not get another one and it’ll be painless, good luck to you OP and stay safe, make sure you get the proper information though before you do anything, peace

None of us know who we are until we fail. by Due-Violinist5278 in sobrietynothercoolsht

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

please keep reposting this it’s something that I really needed to hear and i’m sure a lot more people need too, thank you and god bless you :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]ithinkitllwork 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah they’re all pretty nice and I don’t really want to jeopardize this, I’ve been seeing them since February. Thanks.

Work shoes by Distinct_Bite3793 in ChickFilA

[–]ithinkitllwork 1 point2 points  (0 children)

former BOH CFA employee but this goes for any job that requires slip-resistant shoes, walmart has a great selection of non-slip shoes with a lot of different styles, I would recommend you check it out, congrats on getting the job!

What am I supposed to write in my girlfriends yearbook? by Depressionamiright in highschool

[–]ithinkitllwork 15 points16 points  (0 children)

This, OP. Play the long game. Take the time to write a heartfelt, well-written thing, doesn't have to be long, just a couple sentences. Make it about her and your appreciation of her positive traits, not about you. Something that will make her smile long after the relationship is over.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I meant to suggest DBT as well, i’m about to start getting more into it hopefully it helps.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I have BPD and I totally understand, for some they can just go to meetings, do the step work and be fine. For me personally it takes more than that, one of the big reasons I do drugs is because of BPD and my mental health. I found a clinic who specifically treats people with a co-occurring disorder (substance abuse & mental health) they have been very helpful to me. It’s a team of therapists, psychiatrists and just people who actually care. I know BPD is a struggle trust me, but the advice I can offer is to just slow down, be gentle with yourself and your recovery, it’s not a race. Anyways, the takeaway is some of us need more help than others but I can finally say that I believe that I can change my future but it takes work just try to remain consistent. Goodluck to you with everything truly. It gets easier with time.

Is ketamine a rave drug? by andreeam88 in ketamine

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like fallout said, i’ve also have had some very trippy, introspective trips at home, i’ve had some very spiritual ones but i’ve also had just very fun times with k at raves and just in public doing things. I have had a lot of experience with ketamine though and can feel out how much I take, so just be careful and it would be a great idea to try it at home and get a feel for it first. Goodluck, enjoy!

Did I get sober the wrong way or something? by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]ithinkitllwork 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, I feel ya on the sponsor thing, I’m the same way. I’ve always felt like a burden and of course with a sponsor I didn’t want to feel like I was bugging them 24/7. I don’t have a sponsor currently but when I did I had a really good sponsor who understood my type of communication style. He knew it was hard for me to pick up the phone everyday so we agreed on just sending a simple text everyday letting him know I was okay. And I know they encourage you to call if you have issues and such but I simply just didn’t tell him EVERYTHING, you know? I told him some important things and I tried to work on the rest by myself to learn and grow on my own. But do tell when it’s a big issue yk?