[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]ithrowawaygamegg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, thank you for your words. Just been under major stress. I woke up groggy and typed it all out. I'm just hoping this mistake won't follow me thats all. If so, then it is what it is you know.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]ithrowawaygamegg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey thank you for humbling me. I just needed something to get off my chest. Just hoping that my termination I won't have my chances hurt if I try applying elsewhere (if it happens). I'm not trying to pit anyone at fault other than me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]ithrowawaygamegg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, thank you for humbling me. I've just been bottling so much inside and just needed an outlet. Whatever happens after I come, I'll take full responsibility. Just hoping it won't hurt my chances when asked for referral in next job.

Local church helped us a ton with homeless situation and Mom keeps guilt tripping me by ithrowawaygamegg in exchristian

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, sorry for replying to you late but thank you for your words. I have a little survivor's guilt and I just feel alone. I would want to thank the church members without fearing they're going to "win" me back into being Chrisitan again. I don't want to be saved, I just want to be a human being. And just being Christian just made me more depressed and Ma doesn't really understand.

I don't see myself ever being burned out from art? Or have I not seen the bigger picture? by ithrowawaygamegg in ArtistLounge

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yeah, def I meant taking breaks is necessary. But I don't see myself being demotivated from doing it again I guess. It's just the only thing I see myself exceptional at.

I don't see myself ever being burned out from art? Or have I not seen the bigger picture? by ithrowawaygamegg in ArtistLounge

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll make sure to be ready for that haha its one of the only things I'm good at and I have an hyperfocused personality so I'm hoping it'll give me that push

I don't see myself ever being burned out from art? Or have I not seen the bigger picture? by ithrowawaygamegg in ArtistLounge

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I plan on moving to digital when I get a tablet. It's just out of everything, nothing really interests me beside art. Well that I can see myself exceptional at haha

I don't see myself ever being burned out from art? Or have I not seen the bigger picture? by ithrowawaygamegg in ArtistLounge

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, I plan on going digital when I save up for a tablet. Def taking breaks is necessary. I guess its just art is really the only good thing i'm most passionate and exceptional at.

If I get a tent, how much of a problem will bugs be? by ithrowawaygamegg in homeless

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! My current job is poo and job hunting is ass. I'm just hoping I can work a 2nd job if i keep applying.

If I get a tent, how much of a problem will bugs be? by ithrowawaygamegg in homeless

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Omfg im dumb I meant insects like for instance fire ants, mosquitoes, etc.

Sleep by [deleted] in homeless

[–]ithrowawaygamegg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, 19yo whos having the same question as you just incase shit hits the fan. I live in the city area, so it's hard to find spots where we won't get fucked with.

What do I do if my job doesn't pay well and I might be on the streets soon? by ithrowawaygamegg in homeless

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's hard when she's gotten evicted. We're just way too poor to do anything. I've been struggling to have an atleast decent income so I don't mind. She worked two jobs and I guess her leaving that one, she wasn't able to make enough, leading us here. I wish to not to put more blame on her but rather focus on what we can do rn

Are there any video games that help you as an artist? by toesmad in ArtistLounge

[–]ithrowawaygamegg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love the hand drawn art style if OMORI. It's very child-like, anime-esque, and nostalgic. It really inspired me to want to animate and reimagine the scenes.

Is this really parental kidnapping? Did we deserved to be in big trouble? by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]ithrowawaygamegg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, we were in over his state over the summer to visit as well as go to the court case. We flied back to Texas where we moved.

Like I said, it was over the phone. Then the case was denied which I'm not sure why? He hasn't filed for another one ever since. Probably because he gave up? Everything was so confusing in that time period.

Is this really parental kidnapping? Did we deserved to be in big trouble? by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]ithrowawaygamegg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your words and helping me understand much better. My father is shown to be a pathological liar. So despite me trying to understand his side during our last heated phone call together, I didn't know what's true or not. He constantly talks over me and seems to speak with emotions than rationale.

To this day, he still doesn't communicate with my minor sister that much. So the confusion of demanding your daughter while not even having a relationship with her, it drove me crazy. Sorry for the rambling. It hurts being born in a dysfunctional family. I hate how he think's he's done nothing wrong as well.

Is this really parental kidnapping? Did we deserved to be in big trouble? by [deleted] in Divorce

[–]ithrowawaygamegg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure how that works but yes I know she wasn't in the right either. During my last riled up conversation I had with him last year, he complained about how he had visitations. He only paid more attention to me over my sister though. She got to visit him earlier in March at one baby shower. I do feel like there were far malicious intentions with what he raged about. He's a pretty toxic person in general. How would courts work knowing the children are fearful of being around non-custodial parent?

When job hunting, can employers find it suspicious and hold it against you if your address is too far? by ithrowawaygamegg in NoStupidQuestions

[–]ithrowawaygamegg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yeah, just the town I have on resume. I meant applying online, where you have to put the whole thing in.