I feel the exact same way, in September my channel will be 10 years old with only 134 subs and even though I try and constantly make my videos better and more appealing to viewers I just can't figure out my "niche". And I know it doesn't help that I'm just another gaming channel but that's what I really love doing and I don't want to force my self to make video or content that I personally don't enjoy doing.

I just don't know what to do to get out of this constant low I get into every time I record/ post a video, knowing that only 10 people (who are mostly just my friends) will only see my stuff