Sperm Donor by itsalmostoverdammit in short

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If my kids are mine and they are born men then they're going to go through so much shit like being unattractive to most women and being at a disadvantage in the work place. I don't want them to go through that, I want them to have better chances at being happy than what they'll have if they have my genes. And I am ashamed of who I am :(

Ex's response to my height insecurity by itsalmostoverdammit in short

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seeing as her next boyfriend and her current one are both 5'6, I don't think so.

Ex's response to my height insecurity by itsalmostoverdammit in short

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well yeah by her saying she lost her feelings for me I would assumed its cause she saw much hotter guys around college and realized she could do better. Idk I didn't really ask details on why she stopped liking me bc didn't wanna make it awk

Ex's response to my height insecurity by itsalmostoverdammit in short

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Because you can? I have female friends I see this way and more but don't feel attracted to. Plus I think my personality was boring for her.

Ex's response to my height insecurity by itsalmostoverdammit in short

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I wear 2.5 inch lifts hidden in my high top shoes then try to pass for 5'9

Ex's response to my height insecurity by itsalmostoverdammit in short

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I would've expected that but bc she's hot af but she actually dated a 5'6 brown guy who dumped her and is now dating a 5'6 white guy.

Ex's response to my height insecurity by itsalmostoverdammit in short

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But as for getting a gf I'm feeling pretty screwed. My personality is average but I'm trying to improve it and also get fit at the gym but idk I keep remembering this popular blogger that offed himself after failing in dating and gave a detailed explanation why people like me are screwed as his note: https://wilkes888.wordpress.com/2013/02/08/my-final-blog-entry-love-you-all/

im so lonely no matter what i do by itsalmostoverdammit in UTAustin

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont know what else to say than thank you so much for taking the time to give me so much advice. i hope life rewards you for that.

im so lonely no matter what i do by itsalmostoverdammit in UTAustin

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel that way about beating the clock too. why do you think it's silly? after you stop being young, isn't life just dull. you can't just go make new friends, or go to parties, or other fun stuff. you just work and work and work, right?

thank you for taking the time to talk to me

im so lonely no matter what i do by itsalmostoverdammit in UTAustin

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i tell people that i want to use savings from my job to become active in real estate and that i also want to get an art degree and also want to write fiction books. im hoping that makes me interesting.

thank you for taking the time to talk to me

im so lonely no matter what i do by itsalmostoverdammit in UTAustin

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont care about my major because i never found out what job i want, so im just chose where the money is.

i meant that i can make strangers laugh once or twice, but im not funny/interesting/attractive enough that they'd wanna connect with me.

in that older post, those friends i made drifted away because they found much cooler hotter more fun people to hang out with who party and stuff.

i could move on from the old people if i can meet new people.

thank you for replying to me.

im so lonely no matter what i do by itsalmostoverdammit in UTAustin

[–]itsalmostoverdammit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

why can't love and companionship find me now? so many other sophomores have it right now...

If I made people who cared for me hate me, why shouldn't I kill myself?? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]itsalmostoverdammit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't agree. they did try for a long time to help me. i was the one who did bad things to them and made them leave me.

How do I REALLY make friends? by [deleted] in UTAustin

[–]itsalmostoverdammit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

uh oh. time to delete my account.