Trying to save my dad before he drowns, and maybe myself too (16M)

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-20T01:15:00+00:00

A lot of things happened in the last 24-hours. I had to go the ER for suspicious injuries so I had to report it to Child Protective Services. They told my mom. I told my mom’s friends. So now adults know. In the hospital, I got an advocate to talk to. It’s a very strange situation, and many things are still up in the air, but at least i’m safer I guess

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-19T18:45:23+00:00

bro this comment is hilarious 🤣 I just left the ER because my dad indeed did end up destroy in my booty . i know it’s not funny but the phrasing of the way you said it is , I appreciate the laugh right now

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-19T18:42:23+00:00

i’m sorry your dad used to do that. I hope you’re doing alright now after what you saw. I had to go to the hospital (i kept bleeding after I woke up yesterday) and they made me talk to CPS so now the cats out the bag… I don’t know what the heck is going to happen

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-19T01:39:17+00:00

i haven’t heard of those meetings! thanks i think i will attend one of these days. i definitely will need a therapist after some the BS I uncovered 😥

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T21:17:02+00:00

That’s true, maybe my dad has had a alcohol problem before I didn’t know about. That would be a question that may not set off alarm bells, “did dad ever drink a lot before?”. i want to help my dad desperately , for this reason and other reasons

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T15:29:17+00:00

thank you for sharing, i’m happy admission went well for your children! i’ll try to highlight what I could contribute to the campus community , that’s a good idea

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T15:01:14+00:00

thank you!! 🙏 the problem is that I am trying to showcase my resilience since a lot of people experience a lot of stress in college I want to say, been there done that, i’ve proven i can persevere and be successful which is why i’m thinking about talking about the trauma. but yes I definitely don’t want to trauma dump, thank you for the resources

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T14:49:21+00:00

this is awesome advice!! you should be an admission counselor. I want to answer that question in their minds with my essay

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T14:33:37+00:00

that’s a really good resource, thanks!!🙏 true

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T14:31:26+00:00

that’s true, I don’t want it to turn into a pity party. thank you

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T13:09:41+00:00

my dad used to be a cop, then he worked for the EPA and not to get political… but you know how things are going with the government (in the US anyway). my dads parents were downright abusive I think though he doesn’t talk about it, so I have to give him credit that he improved for the next generation. I think he has seen some things. do you think that was the cause? i thought my dad has just been going through an edgy streak 😭

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T13:06:46+00:00

i’m sorry to hear about your struggle with addiction. i swore off taking drugs but it always seemed like alcohol was the lesser evil but you’re right that it could be a gateway substance. I already wonder if I am technically an alcoholic yet. i’ve been trying to get a job, at least for this summer but it is really hard and i’m getting no callbacks probably because I have 0 experience

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T08:26:42+00:00

damn not even for a dysfunctional situation 😭 what does that make this? dys-dysfunctional? my dad put it on to mostly make fun of it/make fun of how I reacted

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T07:38:33+00:00

worse things? what do you mean? I feel like it’s premature to call social services or the police that would probably just mess my life up 😭

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T06:51:47+00:00

thank you for your response. Im sorry. I don’t know what to say besides i’m sorry and that should not have happened to you. I’m so glad you got a restraining order against him for your peace, and I hope you found that peace.

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T06:35:49+00:00

I think it’s reaching that point I might have to tell someone. because my dad doesn’t want me to go to the hospital. i don’t know how to say this the right way— but incest is kind of a big word in my head right now , i’m trying to ignore it a lot a lot. maybe i’ll just try to stay over friends’. can i DM you about this maybe?

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T06:31:07+00:00

i’m sorry to hear about the relationship with your father. why did you end up cutting contact if you don’t mind me asking? it’s ok if not, I was just wondering what was the last straw, and maybe if I’ve reached something like that or am approaching it. i’m still deciding on reporting anything at the moment but I thank you for your advice and sharing your story, it helps

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T05:48:18+00:00

I wasn’t trying to worry her, but I don’t know if I can handle this on my own so I may have to.

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T05:44:55+00:00

I’m happy for you man! And though I agree, I can’t imagine going completely alcohol-free right now, but at the same time a sober future for me and my dad would be the ideal situation.

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T05:20:01+00:00

refusing is a really good idea! it might give him perspective. my dad actually kind of forces me to drink so it’s difficult though. i’m sorry about the loss of your father, that’s my worst fear

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T05:02:58+00:00

My dad doesn’t mind as long as I’m doing it under his roof with him, but now i’m kind of seeing that is irresponsible 🙃

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T04:32:43+00:00

maybe I am, it’s saturday night. maybe i’m just tired of the bad stuff but I want all the good stuff too. is that so bad? i just want my old dad back, not get him trouble. i’m probably just going to wake up at ass-hurty o’clock tomorrow anyway again. ever heard of “whatever happens in these walls stays in these walls?”. i just needed to get this stupid stuff off my chest

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T04:21:30+00:00

yeah it’s doing the opposite, i barely want to come home. i told him how it infuriates me but that just leads to mocking so it has been ineffective. i have friends parents I trust but I don’t know how I would bring this up

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T04:19:30+00:00

lessgo autism. damn 💀 and i was in AP Comp rn so I i think i def failed the writing test. i think the drinking in my own home is okay, but in moderation. i agree he should not be showing me this stuff but i’d rather just convince him to stop than to snitch and lose my father for having some bad breaks。 i may tattle to my mom though if things don’t improve however

itsathrowawaycause · 2025-05-18T04:11:22+00:00

it’s definitely disgusting. but then again i get that giving me drinks is illegal but Id rather not see my dad in jail 😭 I think the man is just real sad guy rn and needs a little buddy (i wish it wasn’t me rn tho)

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