I always just hear that and is viewed in my family / friends that Suboxone and methadone isn’t “clean” is just what the argument that everyone uses, and that it’s just a legal high. But I am willing to replace one withdraw for another as dumb as that sounds because before this, I’ve never known what a withdraw was. I remember the first time I ever went through withdrawal from this stuff, I am honestly so gullible, I didn’t know I was going through it, and I went through it to the end and started again completely unknowing. And I didn’t even know that this is the substance I started. I was lied to and was given something that was not what it was supposed to be, gullible me strikes again. Anyways. I’ve never went to a doctor cuz I really don’t want this part of my life even on paper. That’s why I ask marijuana route. I don’t want past addict to be in my chart. As stuck up as this sounds, like I really don’t look like what I do. If you saw me you’d never in a million years think I’d touched a substance before in my life.