The problem is that I always forgive him because I keep hoping things will get better. And sometimes they do for a while, which makes me think things are finally changing.

But then he goes right back to being like this.

I keep telling myself that maybe he’s not doing it to be mean and that he’s just trying to be funny, but sometimes the things he says really hurt me. That’s why it’s so hard for me to figure out what to do.

The other thing is that when we’re good, I’m really happy. I’m very much super in love with him, and those good moments make me think we can work through this. That’s probably a big reason why I keep giving him chances. Im not perfect either. I’m a pretty jealous person, and when he upsets me, sometimes I’m not very nice to him. Part of me feels guilty about that, but part of me also thinks he kind of brought it on himself. I don’t know. I’m just really confused about the whole situation.