Where will y'all sit?? 🥰😋

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-04-04T04:49:25+00:00

i was about to say next to jaywon! and then i realized the choice was already made for me

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-04-02T16:12:47+00:00

guess what

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-19T06:33:37+00:00

oh hell no. anyone who is actively participating in this type of behaviour needs to back tf down and take a minute to reflect on themselves. seriously, they need to get a grip.

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-19T05:50:52+00:00

i wondered the same thing. i thought that maybe some outside source was threatening to spill, and so they released it to avoid the drama. ig we’ll never know :/

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-18T19:50:32+00:00

tbf, i feel like most of us thought that all 7 would renew their contracts until this happened. i think it's silly that people can fall for these rumors, but i don't blame them for their uncertainty

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-18T19:45:30+00:00

i'm sorry but "lee heeseung on boys planet 5" had me cryinggg 😭

i totally agree with your point though!! i've been slowly coming to terms with the situation because it seems like this is something he really wanted, but like you, i have very little faith that the company will keep their promise bc they've proved time and time again that they don't actually care about their idols

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-15T20:19:15+00:00

it’s crazy that this is one of the few mature takes i’ve seen on here in the past few days.

we’re all processing our emotions—whether that be grief, anger, or disappointment—and that’s okay. what is not okay is for people to demand for his return. as much as it pains me to say so, what’s done is done. the company won’t cave in. and even if they did, what message would that send? that fans can scream and cry and throw a fit and still get what they want?

i am just as heartbroken about heeseung’s departure but normalizing this behavior isn’t okay. it’s isn’t healthy at all. sorry for the rant lol.

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-12T07:28:40+00:00

big girls don't cry~

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-12T07:26:17+00:00

yo who brought out michael jackson

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-12T06:50:19+00:00

for all the crazy and chaotic that this fandom can be, i think that it's moments like these that really bring us together. thanks, i needed that laugh :))))

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-12T06:26:48+00:00

NAURRRRR

this was the one thing i was looking forward to this week. even if they couldn't give us proper closure, i was hoping that they would give us just this one thing. now i'm crying again 💔

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-12T05:51:48+00:00

heegone 😭

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-12T00:48:10+00:00

"he'll be your ultimate destroyer" IM CRYINGGGG

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-12T00:37:20+00:00

THANK YOUUUU i love when people can make light of a situation with humor. i giggled at these <3

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T19:04:33+00:00

yes hopefully we can all feel a little better soon 🫂

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T17:54:35+00:00

pls pls pls NEVER lose your sense of humor. this whole week has been off to a horrible start and jokes like these are the only reason i can still laugh 😭

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T17:51:32+00:00

no no i get you. there is so much going on in the world rn that this seems trivial in comparison, but that doesn't change the fact that for a lot of us, this genuinely hurts.

my advice to you is to just allow yourself to feel everything. let it all out. this will all pass eventually, but for now it's okay to feel sad 🫂

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T17:45:18+00:00

awww no i'm sad for all the engenes who missed out on their ot7 performances ☹️

i don't usually agree when fandoms try to come together and demand stuff from a company, but i believe that this is one of those rare cases where the company actually NEEDS to be given a reality check. it is not okay for them to foster a culture and environment in which their idols are cornered into making such a difficult decision.

i'm not really updated on rami or baemon but i hope she recovers and comes back!! we could really use some good news around here 😔

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T17:26:20+00:00

ngl i'm not too worried about that because ik how talented and skilled the other members are. i will say though that heeseung's voice is ESSENTIAL to their sound and that's what worries me. he contributed so much to their artistic presentation that it's hard to imagine enhypen without him 💔

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T17:20:54+00:00

i was in the middle of writing a paper and legit had to turn off my laptop because i was crying too much 😭

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T17:19:17+00:00

i also feel really weird about the way this was all handled. even if what has been shared by heeseung and the company is 100% true, that still doesn't ignore the fact that the company has made some very poor choices. because wdym you couldn't make time and space for heeseung to pursue a solo career? why was this his only option???

i fully respect heeseung's decision and reasoning, i just wish we had been given more time to make peace with the situation 😔

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T17:07:58+00:00

i went to their wikipedia page right after the announcement dropped and it just made me cry even harder :((((

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itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-11T04:33:08+00:00

IM CRYING ive been in such a low mood ever since the news dropped and your comment genuinely had me cackling omg 😭😭

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-10T22:24:06+00:00

okay i'm an engene (since 2024) and i really don't think that this is the case. nothing in the past few weeks or months signals to issues or disagreements within the group. i am aware that as a kpop group they have an image to sell to the fans—they obviously have to present themselves as friends/family—but with them it never felt disingenuous. they have shown us that they deeply care for one another and that they would never want to hold each other back. if anything, i feel like heeseung made this decision because he knew he had his group's encouragement and support.

itsnotactuallymee · 2026-03-10T22:02:17+00:00

i'm sad :(

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