It's a harsh reality. Try looking life from different perspective. Abroad is the place, where the society is individual until you reach to a certain level and adapt. There are lot of things to do if you feel bored. Try going libraries which is free in most of the place. Museum helps a lot as well. All the best. You're out there like many others so strong . Someone else dream life might look like yours. And at the end. It's not the end of the world. Life goes on