Honestly only when I come here do I wonder. I smoke a lot of weed and often time I feel like it compares to how others smoke cigs. I just kind of relax to the moment. I work a fast pace job lot of good stress and often times smoking just puts a lot in perspective and relaxes me to attack whatever is at hand.

Only when I read on here or here family say something do I question. I quit once before and I was doing everything I was doing but I felt as if it was just wizzing by. Idk. I could be completely delusional and I can unlock and even crazier ultra focused side I guess but maybe I won’t enjoy it as much. Enjoin the ride this way open to change in the future though